Please Recall The Past

是时候倒数了

2010-06-02T22:39:00.002+08:00

还有二十天，我不知道该开心还是担心呢...

而且还在犹豫着要不要庆祝好呢...

毕竟要到了，可是我的心情依然一样....

江啊，用功点啦...唉哟哟哟

今天也是人生第一次去学校找她，很开心的嘛...

可是啊，那一个小时真的很快过咯....

时间啊，时间...你慢下来好吗，你过得那么快，我要怎样追呢?

同时也要祝 mr su happy birthday !!
and THANKS !! =D

很心痛啊

2010-05-21T00:45:00.003+08:00

唉，真的很心痛...
看见你那样，我的心·...
只从你读书时间表换了后，你都说说很累...
而我也不能为你做些什么，
你要加油哦～
也要照顾好自己噢，知道吗...
当你撑不住的时候，就叫叫我吧

永远在你身旁支持你

No Pain No Gain ?

2010-05-16T01:54:00.003+08:00

Sometimes I rather not to come on this blog ,
Once I enter this blog and start with a new post ,
Its with a picture that painted with lots of tears ...

这种感受是每个人都要体会的吗？
为何要那样对待我们每一个人，就不能放过我们吗...
说得容易什么 , 要天天开开心心的过每一天 , 真的有那么容易吗?

难道爱一个人有错吗，
FUCK !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I really do wish to tell you that , I really do miss you ...
And I realize one thing ,
当遇到什么问题后 , 我都会越来越想你 , 爱你~

I'm Back

2010-05-13T13:05:00.002+08:00

Its been a long day never update my blog ,
What should I bring up here , doubt *__*
Along with these few weeks , I was addicted on some movies etc ...
And of course that , few weeks ago my friends and I went to their hometown were at nearby *Ansun* ... Yea , that day was so great .. early morning with a big crab for breakfast , yum ~

Unfortunately , on this weeks .. I had a bad feeling , 心终是有点酸

Alright , gotta stop here ...
Will be more updates , stay tune ...

好的开始？

2010-04-24T01:55:00.005+08:00

在之前一当星期五的时候都觉得很不舒服，因为要去那陌生的地方补习
但今天让我开始慢慢的喜欢上它，
今天又是那位穿着校服的学生坐在我隔壁，那种味道～香到～
可是也吸到麻木去了，只是离开那座位在倒回去的时候就会有那种味道 ==
而且他也是第一位跟我开口的，坐后面的人也开始慢慢的向我开口了 ( 没什么的，只说了对不起）
看见他们有说有笑的，真的很让我想起以前的我们... 一个字，羡慕极了
慢慢的也开始有以前跟朋友在补习的时候的那种感觉，
其实也不是因为这些而开始喜欢，也开始慢慢的跟得上了 ...

加油～

明天也要送朋友回他家了,

今天也没什么心情去上课
爱你却伤害了你

Right Here Waiting

2010-04-19T23:56:00.002+08:00

你说你怕终有一天我会嫌你闷，
我想你知道，都已经那么多年了，假如我会嫌你闷早已嫌弃你了
而且我嫌的不是你而是时间，为何？
因为我不知道我人生中将会有多少个一年，我嫌不够时间的去爱你

你知道吗？相反的我也一样，其实我也怕你会嫌弃我这老江

我只愿你永远都会在我身边，
人就是那么自私了，对吧？

是好还是坏呢？

2010-04-15T00:31:00.002+08:00

我曾经对你说过不再问，
可是今天我依然的不知为何要开口,
唉～
而现在，我也决定了在也不问直到某一天吧
不知这决定是好还是坏呢...
希望我真的做到吧

你依然是我心里的宝

想念

2010-04-09T00:54:00.002+08:00

真的好想念她，
前天本来有机会可以见到她，却因为某原应迟到了...
唉，好埋怨自己为何不早点呢...
虽然我知道还有机会，可是我真的不知这将会是几时,
那种感觉真的好像嫦娥跟牛郎, 一年只能见那么一次面...
也许这样才会懂得去珍惜那段时间吧，对吗？

有多羡慕那些天天都能见到他们所心爱的人下得～

Thanks & Sorry

2010-04-06T01:07:00.002+08:00

I wants to thanks to him , that's Ananais ...
Thanks to him that came along to guide me for the Mathematics.
Since after SPM , its been a long day we never sit in the same room and discuss any subjects before ... until today I had invited him to came along guide me on the Mathematics , before that i was a dumb ! why ? I never enjoy/appreciate it .. and now its hard to meet each other , everyone's schedule aren't same now ..
By the way , Thanks to him :')

And the one who i wants to say sorry to , that's her ... ( The only her )
When I heard your ill sound , my brain is totally empty ...
There's nothing to replace how is my feel , sigh ~
I guess if i keeping on like this , you'll really become auntie soon ...
Once again , Sorry ~

Miss You ~
Hungry >_<

没想到...

2010-04-01T01:41:00.003+08:00

好开心啊，真的很开心！！
我说了你们一定很开心，也会替我高兴的...
我真的真的真的没想到，这一天的来领...
你知道吗，我等她那么多年...
今天她终于接受我了！！
哈哈哈哈哈，好开心啊.....
就算我再怎样穷，我也会给你幸福...
亲爱的，我爱你 <3

喂，还没写完的叻..
愚人节快乐 !! ^_^
有被骗到吗？嘻嘻

说真的，其实我真的很期待这一天的来领...
假如她真的接受我了，我真的不知我会流泪还是开心...
而现在只能等待这一天的来领吧...

嗯，是时候回到我的梦里了...
晚安~

傻了

2010-03-30T17:46:00.004+08:00

今天发的梦好幸福哦，
多想永远都能在那梦里，嘻嘻
关于什么，我也不多说啦 =p

最近都觉得自己开朗了很多，有够夸张的
今天补习的时候，还在那里咪咪笑..
老师还问我，Wei Jiang ... kenapa ketawa ni?
哈哈哈,有够鱼的 ....
也许是你带给我快乐和幸福
谢谢你噢～

今天也是你的农历生日
生日快乐^^

说下说下这星期好像要去扫墓了,
唉，假如可以选择...我选择不去咯
去到哪里，又要给人批评，看不起...
从头到尾都没什么想见到他们，除了新年，应为有红包拿嘛...嘻嘻

Jam Jam Jam

2010-03-26T21:03:00.002+08:00

Today is the first class on BM , i have to rush to SS2 for the class ...
Duh , traffic jam jam jam ~
Driving alone summore , damm boring ...
Once i enter the class , everyone stares on me .. i really don't know why and i really can't follow wth is teacher teaching about , sigh ~ I really hate BM lar wei ....
What bukit kepong , terakhir bla bla bla ...
After the class back home , during that ... it was raining heavily and traffic jam again ...
siao liao la ~~~ This is only the first day , i don't know what will happen to me coming on ...

By the way , it was happy to heard that you had postpone it ~

And that's all ~
Not feeling well , sigh ~

W h e r e ?

2010-03-25T16:37:00.002+08:00

Teacher teacher teacher , where had you been ?
At grandma's house waited teacher almost 2 hours plus , the class should be start on 3 but until now the teacher haven't arrived yet , I had called up his house , his son says that he had went out by 2.30 plus , i wonder where had he been ? And one more thing , he doesn't have any mobile phone at all , it is so hard to contact him yea ...

Duh ~
Btw , it was no that boring ... chat with my grandma and use my niece's laptop :p
She's not around , shh ~

Girl , I miss you so much ~

不知道不知道不知道

2010-03-23T19:41:00.003+08:00

又要从新读回以前所读的东西
当天数学老师来后，他所用的语言都是马来文
真的很不习惯，之前都是用英文，反而现在...
开始对于它有恐惧感了
现在只是数学罢了，接下来还有马来文
唉，真的好想放弃
还剩下两个月的时间罢了
而且当天考试是在我生日的那一天，算不算我的生日礼物呢

今天去报名从考，还以为只是我罢了
原来还有很多我认识的也去报名
也不知道为何会对他笑下，没想到他既然也对我笑了,蛮开心得
不知道是不是大家都开始会想了，什么也放的开了

发觉

2010-03-20T01:29:00.002+08:00

我现在才发觉原来那的久以来，我依然没改过 ...
我说累，也许是个借口吧...
还有我的表情也许真的很令人讨厌吧，所谓的 emo
我知道要你亲口说是多么难，再怎样逼也是一样...
你也说的对，我终是爱想那些negative的东西
难怪我头发会那么光啦 ...
跟你聊了后，我还是令你失望了...
想下想下，也蛮幼稚下得...
把自己的手指按到，就好象当初学guitar的那样痛

我不担保会改好，但我会慢慢的改变自己的情绪，而且你对我的看法

Time Time Time

2010-03-19T00:58:00.005+08:00

Time passed truly fast ...
Is the time that I really doesn't want to face it , that's saying good bye to her ...
If there are time machine , I just wants to stop for 1 min ... just 1 min ! even 1 sec , I also do ... and now I have to continue missing her secretly again ~ Wonder when could be meet her again , duh ~
Tonight is my first time to buy a bouquet of flower for a girl , couldn't explain how shy is it XD
and finally the cake had been baked successfully , however there are some judged .. But to me , nothing is much more important than I had baked a cake ! haha , thumbs up jayson !

Everything goes fine with the plan except the dinner part ...
There's no meaning to blame on whose fault la , the important is that could celebrate with her . Right?

Sigh , when i heard that you're going applying for college and is almost 1 day more ... My heart was really like up and down , think more worry more :p

Btw , tomorrow I'm going to apply for college too ... God bless me ~

And now , is the time to say Good Night ...
Last night only took 3 hours bed time yea , panda

The Successful one

Failed :(

Happy Birthday Yoke Poh !!
Love you , 我的最爱
Start to miss you in 3 , 2 , 1 ...

烦

2010-03-14T19:02:00.001+08:00

烦烦烦烦烦烦烦烦烦烦

烦烦烦烦烦烦烦烦烦烦

烦烦烦烦烦烦烦烦烦烦

真的很烦，唉～

多希望你在我身边

What I had learnt

2010-03-12T02:29:00.006+08:00

From the year I started to study until last year form 5 2009 , what I had learn are released on the paper ...
I could swear that I had tried how hard as I could , but the result is same ...
Should I regret ? There's no point to regret now , because I know how much I pay it doesn't meant that I will get it more back .
Why human have to compare with others? included me , why ? why ? why ?
Until now I never ever think to give up on study , really ...
However the result had shown , but as a stubborn me ... I wouldn't let it go that easily !!

我真的觉得我很没用，
在学业这话题中，我根本不知要如何去跟...
也觉得帮不到你，可见他比我还会...
这证明了什么？证明了我还不够努力，也只能怪自己没用...
有些人说，我的国语蛮不错的嘛，为何会那么''好''
最对不起的也是我妈妈了，妈对不起了...让你失望了
一如以来你都在当心我的未来，可是现在是我自己拿来

现在，我真的不知该如何走下去...

Of course , congratz to my SUSU !! :)

Hell Day

2010-03-08T01:35:00.003+08:00

How good if I have a time remote , I'll just play to those happy moment ...
And skip all those sad days , hell days is just around ...
What's hell day ? That's Result Day , I had no confidence at all ...
Sigh , but I know no matter how I hide , at the end I have to face it .

What I hope that's I could have a start in college , just that ...

与你分享

2010-03-08T00:39:00.003+08:00

我也是个人，我也有limit的啊...
这几天我都连续忙着帮你们，我真的很累
每早就打来，真的想把我逼死才敢言是吗?
Haiz , 不是我不要，是我真的很累 ....
当我看见电话响的时候，我真的有恐惧感了

好想与你分享我现在的心情

_____

2010-02-28T02:23:00.011+08:00

siaokiajayson.blogspot

唉

2010-02-27T01:55:00.003+08:00

我真的希望你别为了她而再次伤害自己了，真的很不值得
听见你为了她而...当时我真的很想去骂她，但我不知道要以什么身份
去年发生意外的时候，我真的好想去阻止你妈妈，可是还是只能眼白白的看着你被骂
真的好希望能够保护你，

I was doubt that why you still wants to go find him?

But what i can do that's just stand beside , there's no way to stop her contact anyone :)
Right ?

Her birthday is coming soon plus result day ...

I miss you , by Jayson

Good Bye

2010-02-27T01:33:00.003+08:00

Yea , Once again saying Good Bye to my friend ...

I just met him for few days due he went back to his hometown for CNY , and now he was back to his hometown again for ready up his thing , what for ? He's going for taiwan study , before this he did said that he's going Penang but the conclusion he made was oversea ...

Just a few hours ago , we went to pick up his girlfriend ( On the way to his girlfriend's house , Damm !! I was nearly heart attack , haha !! ) Due to the time was so rush , so after our dinner ... gotta stay on a heart attack mode again . ( Thanks for his bro dinner )

Few minutes later , yea .. the sad moment
The bus arrived and is the time to say Good Bye ,
However the day we knew each other was not that long , he's just like a friend that i had knew since a long day ago ...
Thanks to him so much , I'll wait for you back ...

I had short lots of it , too lazy :p
My heart was nearly pops out during the way to go

Happy Birthday , siew ying :)

Upcoming

2010-02-09T02:22:00.005+08:00

What's Coming Next !?

Yea , It's Chinese New Year ( Huat ah ~!! ) and of course Happy Valentine Day ( to all the couples might happy excepted me )

Last Sunday , my friends and I went TimeSquare to purchase our new year shirts . Its been a long day I never shops that long , can you imagine how tired is it? Unfortunately , I just bought one T-shirts , of course its not enough for me and I'll be going for shopping again these few days ! There were some accidents occur , one of my friend was fainted due to his leg over pain i guess , everyone who passed by just stare on us . Because he just look like taking drugs :p At last he was awake and everything goes fine ...

Adds On , I had a hair cut . No more mushroom hair :(

In earlier we do plan to buy the same Superman T-shirts for all of us and we were searching it for the whole day until the shops started to close . In a sudden , my brain reminds me something that's use to ask because there are not much time left . Are you asking me why I will remind that? Before that , I was searching a snoopy necklace for her and that I asked all the shops . at last I found it . And this time it was the same , we do found but there are limited size . So we just leave it there and back to our way .... Haha , my buddy who reading this keep fit la , yor ~
Actually , been a years ago I did wish she'll be the one who shopping with I :p

So , are you ready for the valentine ? I had seen many couples were prepare-ing for that but I guess it will be so rush coz that night was on CNY .

P/S : Until now , I will still thinking of how to celebrate with her and her birthday . Haha , how stupid am I :p

Once again , Good Night . Muackz ~
Shopping Shopping Shopping !!!

Gathering 10

2010-02-06T11:45:00.003+08:00

First of all had to apologize to everyone , if it was boring .

Last Night , we had a primary school gathering at Desa Park City . Before this , it was so hard to contact all , some of them will take some excuse to reject and some parents not allowed but at least there are almost 16 people attended unfortunately there are only two girls . Some of them bring over their friends ( not really that much )

At first , we planned the time around 7 p.m gotta arrive there but your friend I was late ! due some reason :p haha , so sorry to them . Of course I'm not the latest who arrive lah , phew ~ Few hours later , everyone arrived ... And i was so so so happy to see them back , mostly the one who I so wish to see ( actually not only one la ) Then , me and some of them went to pick up two boy boy who lost their way , after that we went to the what what restaurant ( Forgotten the name , i called it as Purple shop ) At the first we booked around 13 people but we had 16 people so what to do ? Is sandwich time , haha . I guess they might blame on me :p
Some of them changes alot and even some its hard to communicate with them ( to me ) maybe the way they talk ... Guess how much does the dinner cost? I mean total ...

Here's the answer : RM377.75

So on , we took some pictures . I never expected that less loh due some of them went back :(
Half of them went back home and some of us went for second round at Old town , Guess who the one that go for One Way road , haha that's me again ... adds on my friend was following my car , does he knew that it was one way ? haha
During the time , lets share with you the funny part . One of my friend ( Rong Hui ) he snatch the menu to order , so we just list out the number ... and my friend ( hua jie ) he was just saying out 520 on the menu list ( because of it same sounds of 我爱你）Who knows ... Rong hui order it ! At first , we doesn't know ... Later on , the waitress put on a pair of chopsticks ... We were wondering why he put for us , finally a bow of mee came to us ! Goshh , the 520 on list was a bowl of mee ! LOL !! What to do ? Hua jie forced to finish it , yum gong ~ And Rong hui him ordered a set of eggs , who knows the waitress took 2 set over ... We kept laughing on him and he was so bek cek coz he just ordered one set only , haha
I guess it's not funny to read here , but it was really funny if you're there .... LOLL ~~~~ Tell you I even LOL when i closed up my eyes ready to sleep yea :p

And then , the time we says good bye to each other ~
I hope that there's more time to ask them out , haha ... Funny him :p
Sigh , that night i drank too much ... Now my pitty tummy not feeling well , early morning wakes up vomit ...

That's all , Miss ya all ~
10 10 10

为何?

2010-02-02T02:50:00.004+08:00

唉，我真的不知为何依然那么在意
毕竟是真是假，为何还要去在乎?
你知道吗，当他那样告诉我, 我心真的....
算了吧 , 唉 ~
说下说下都已经过了53 天了, 时间真的过得好快
可是固执的我依然放不下，是不是看衰我叻...
我就是被你看衰了，也许是放真情了吧 ....
老江我就是那么stubborn了 =p
If you asked me why that i loved her so much ,
I could just answer you there's no reason loving her.
对我来说不知是好还是坏

其实今天也蛮开心下，
爸爸问了我要不要买 laptop 给我 ,
可是我姑姑却说要用credit card的point来换一架给我了,
其实在去年她已经说假如我成绩好，就买给我了...
可是我没想到她是要用credit card的分来换取的,
也好啦，别挑三挑四
有的时候就得珍惜，对吧?
但还是得等到我开始进入Cold Ledge的生活咯 ( said by niece )
请保佑我哟

Feelings are a part of how we grow
Nowadays the dreams are weird , hope tonight will have a sweet dreams ,
Good Night ( '',)

A Perfect Dinner

2010-01-24T23:18:00.000+08:00

A Dinner that DIY by us ,
Due to one my friend he's going to Johor for work , well however it just a few weeks to go , but for me its a long time. Why ? Because atm just left me and my buddy Su ... At first we was plan to go Desa park for our dinner but lastly we plan to DIY :)
This is the second time , the first time i ever cook in my life was last year with a bunch of friends ( spaghetti )
So , about evening we went supermarkets and clean up our kitchen :)

Began to cook

So how man ! * sweating *

Taste Good :)

Serious !

And Finally

Ta da ~

Ho Jiak !

Its happy to know them and feel glad too :)

心

2010-01-18T02:06:00.024+08:00

再说也没意思了

不知道为何，明知没可能...可是依然还会去想

It's been a while i never out going with her , I guess that's the last day

不知道为何当听到你说你快要进college了，心中是觉得怪怪...唉，为何我还那么在意呢

默默的在想你

唉，为何你还要为了她而哭?

I knew it will be take a long time again , but I do will wait for you

无法忘记你的笑

I never stop thinking of you

2010-01-12T02:04:00.001+08:00

A New Year 2010

2010-01-08T00:51:00.003+08:00

Its a new year again , some of them says that a new year a new hope and this year I started worrying about it , before that I'll says ( yea , a new year a new hope ) but now ...Of course i do hope that there will be coming new hope and a great year

I had celebrate a new year with a bunch of buddies , it was really awesome ! We shouted / wished everyone happy new year that we passed by ... And the main thing was our friend Noel , he's really ... ( Hmm , mou dak deng lah ) He almost spent RM500 for the fireworks , before that he bought this fireworks for some reason but lastly he shared with us , thanks :)

We have to admit that time passes so fast until you never expected , last few weeks ago , we accompany our buddy Nigel for bodyCheck , we had totally ran 3 places for that , why ? Malaysia Boleh ! and now he's right there and of course ananais him , i meant National Service ... The day they were going , a few friends and I went to give them a massive hug , jk jk ... On that day all of us i mean the boys were so tired/sleepy , why ? We just took 2-3 hours bedtime ... Who we can blame on , that's ourselves , after one of my friends party ended , we hang out along ... And one thing shouldn't take the beer anymore , there are few red dots on my feet >_<
Without them , life was quite boring ... Right, guys ? :p

No more school life , no more hanging at schools like balls ... Miss ya all

Everyone wants happiness , no one needs pain, but its not possible to get a rainbow without a little rain

Before 2009 ends

2009-12-31T01:47:00.003+08:00

Before 2009 ends , I would like to says that this might be the last day to says that i love you , I knew that however how hard i tried its the same ...
Duh , skip away from that ...
Well , in this years of 2009 there are happy/sad/sweet/bitter life ... And what i regret was some days that i never ever appreciate it but it doesn't meant that my life just that short , there are still many years to go on and I'll appreciate every single things...
During these few years , i really wanted to thanks to my buddy them ... once i had any problem , they'll just stay around me giving me advices ... THANKS BRO and of course sis =p

I wish that upcoming years will going better on ...

A Touching Story

2009-12-27T00:59:00.004+08:00

I'm here to share with you guys a touching story that my tears nearly fall down ...

I was thinking that if i were the boy , will I do the same thing for the girl too ?

Bye SPM 09

2009-12-15T22:21:00.002+08:00

However SPM ends ...
There must be lots of student are having fun , relaxing ... and me , i never expected I will be like this however it ends , sigh ~
This afternoon I took my nap , when i woke up something reminded me ... I lied myself from start until now that i could forget about it , but actually i can't ~ From the day starts , I had nightmare every night.

It ends today but it started back today ...
Something had changed , sigh ~

I need you

2009-12-11T20:04:00.001+08:00

I don't need a lot of things
I can get by with nothing
All the blessings life can bring
I've always needed something
But I've got all I want when it comes to lovin' you
Your my only reason
Your my only truth

I Need You
Like water
Like breath
Like rain
I Need You
Like mercy from heavens sky
There's a freedom in your arms
And it carries me through
I Need You

Take my breath away

2009-12-11T18:02:00.003+08:00

Every night , I closed my eyes and I cant stop thinking of it ...
Every morning , I wake up and I cant stop thinking of it ...
I wish to sleep on bed forever and ever , so there's nothing to worry about ...

If you asked me to stop thinking of it , sorry I really can't ...

Only God knows how much I love you

2009-12-10T12:31:00.002+08:00

I hope that I could have more sweet memories with you but its imposible right?
I missed the sweet memories that you and I

Am I ?

2009-12-05T01:12:00.005+08:00

Every second every minute passes and finally i heard a mail sound , i was so happy that moment because i tought that must be you , but when I opened up the mail ... The sender was my friend , nvm i replied back , and of course my friend replied back to me ... however i knew that is my friend who replied the message , but I still tought that is you .... Haha , am I stupid enough ?

Nightmare time ~

﹎ ┈ ┈ .o┈ ﹎﹎.. ○
﹎┈﹎ ● ○ .﹎﹎o▂▃▅▆
┈ ┈ /█\/▓\ ﹎ ┈ ﹎﹎ ┈ ﹎
▅▆▇█████▇▆▅▃▂┈﹎

The Ugly Truth

2009-12-03T21:30:00.003+08:00

What A Awesome movie !!

I care for you and miss you

2009-12-03T00:22:00.002+08:00

Every time I say how are you?
My heart says, I care for you...

Every time I ask how have you been?
My heart whispers, I miss you...

Just to you , bao :p

宫心计

2009-12-02T23:57:00.002+08:00

Finally I had watched until the last episode ...
During the exam period , I used all the time ( not actually ) to watch it ... Of course I do study too , it was like a drug , it keeps lure you to watch the next episode and now I had totally watched finish it :)
It was quite touching at the last part , when the girl says that to the king ~ Aww
And I loved the theme song so much , I was searching for the instrument of it but there are no result atm :(

Here's the theme song named 风车

Twilight New Moon

2009-11-28T11:57:00.004+08:00

I remembered when i watch the first episode of it was few months ago , i had kept watching it repeat by 7-8 times and I told myself that I must watch it on cinema when Episode release !

There are Episode 3 , if before I'll surely says that I'm going watch it ... But now I would think , maybe cause of this :(
And yesterday I had done what I'd promise to myself , but anyway how it was not that nice that I expected ... It could be says a love story from starts till ending
:)

You're stubborn :p
You're the reason I'm living :)

Already Gone

2009-11-27T01:16:00.002+08:00

I want you to know
That it doesn't matter
Where we take this road
But someone's gotta go
And I want you to know
You couldn't have loved me better
But I want you to move on
So I'm already gone

Looking at you makes it harder
But I know that you'll find another
That doesn't always make you wanna cry
It started with the perfect kiss then
We could feel the poison set in
"Perfect" couldn't keep this love alive
You know that I love you so
I love you enough to let you go

By Kelly Clarkson - already gone

其实....

2009-11-26T23:57:00.003+08:00

其实我好想约你去看twilight - New moon 也就是我的favourite movie ...
没关系啦，I'll ask my friends or watch by myself :)
You're not alone , Jayson

Good night , sweet dream Jayson ...

Ragnarok Online

2009-11-24T20:09:00.002+08:00

It's a touching story ...
Well , I'm one of a fans of Ragnarok Online , I played countable online game before but this is the only one i loved so much ...
I started relationship since form 3 or form 4 like that , its been a time ago yea ...
By the way , I had stop right now since some years ago ...

我需要你

2009-11-22T17:16:00.005+08:00

When I need you

Raindrops keeping falling on my head

2009-11-22T11:08:00.000+08:00

Its been a consecutive weeks in a row, the sky will never fail to turn dark during the late afternoon, and followed by heavy downpour.

Lately, my body is getting weaker from day to day, easily to get cold. Then, voila , on Wednesday, i finally fallen a sick. Fortunately, i have been recovered from fever.

From here, i would like to thank those persons who take care of me all this while. You know who you are ^^

Jayson , stay healthy and strong and you ...

Wow !

2009-11-17T17:19:00.002+08:00

Wow !
Before that , we're still able to count on the days of coming SPM ...
15 days more? 14 days more ? And now , it just infront of my eye ... That's tomorrow :)
What suppose to say ... Excited? Nervous ? Hmm , Maybe both of them ...

And Before SPM , I'm on sick status .... OMG la wei ~

Good luck to everyone who seats SPM , :D
Including me , who needs blessed more ...

Why why why why why

2009-11-05T11:39:00.003+08:00

Contain my truly deeply feeling

First day Holding up Guitar

2009-11-04T22:49:00.003+08:00

In the earlier , I wants to get a guitar for myself , but i kept giving own an excuse that's after SPM only buy . But today !! My friend and I went for it , when we arrive there ...
My friend just spent about 5-10 minute to choose his Dear , but me .... almost half an hour >_<
Sorry for that , I'm just a newbie :P

We went back home and started to play with it , of course he's my teacher :p Thanks ananais for being my teacher , maybe you'll temp high no longer :p

So there's a part of it , I'm lazy to continue adds on my fingers , duh ~ Pity fingers :(
I know that everything have to pay for it , but I won't give up ... Jayson you can do it ! yeah :)

Btw , 2 more weeks for SPM >_<

Night jayson .
Bao , Miss you so much ~

Thanks ananais

The Last Day In Student Point

2009-10-29T23:00:00.002+08:00

It is my last day in student point , I tough it would be something happen before i left this tuition center ... But just as usual , study study study and back home ~
Anyway before i left this tuition center , 2 days ago .... Our mathes teacher did left us some words , like Good luck to us , and yet our seminar does not include mathes sub ...

Bye , Student point ~
I'll never forget all of you :)

The Unforgettable Day

2009-10-20T22:51:00.006+08:00

The Unforgettable Day hanging out with friends , It was during monday actually :p
One of my friend's parent went for holiday , so he came along my house for a night with another friend ...
So it was about 6 something after finish my lovely dream and went to pick up them to my home , no longer our trip started , Could be say the unforgettable day started :p

First Station
We went for our dinner at kepong , on the way we kept searching for FOODS , yea is food again , then I remember back that shop's food was not that bad at all , so we went for it .. My friend said that it looks like eating dog's meat lerh , omg ~
Here's the picture ...

Not Gonna share it with you :p

Ho Jiak , Wan try some ? xD

2nd Station
After that my friend said that they never go for snowflakes before so we just lepak to there xD
We ordered two large bowls , unfortunately that my friend ordered two same flavour mango :S
Anyhow we supposed to pay 2 bowls of it but no idea why we just have to pay for one only , maybe we looks good , so ... xD shhh ~
After we payed we quickly ran off , hahaha ... Hope we're not wanted there :p

2 bowl of mango

3rd Station
It is still early , so we went for mamak yum cha ~
We chatted all the way long , bla bla bla ~
Then we went back home , just arrive home no longer ... then one of my friends call up ask for yum cha again , that moment i was stunned ... So Full la wei ~ *vomit*
What to do? Just go loh ...

4th Station
Friends shop , at there watch movie only *_*

Then Back home :)

Every Night

2009-09-30T14:39:00.000+08:00

Thoughts of you keeps me up every night,
Never feeling tired to be with you from day till night.

Your fragrance is what I desire every night,
It`s the only aroma that I want to smell every night.

Your lips are what my lips thirst every night,
It`s the only sweetest thing I want to taste every night.

Your hands are what I want to hold when I'm hot every night,
It`s the only coldest thing that cool my body every night.

Your heart beat is what I want to hear every night,
To feel your heart beat I`d kiss you from head to toe all night.

Sigh

2009-09-18T17:11:00.002+08:00

Not going to post this public

Password Needed

First Time

2009-09-17T00:53:00.002+08:00

This week I'm not going school at all , what a lazy bump :)
Since SPM trial was ended and yet next week Hari Raya , instead of going school dreaming all over so I better stay at home to prepare Hari Raya things ...
Anyway is quite boring staying home all the days so yesterday night I called up my friend for jogging , unfortunately that only 1 was free ... Nevermind at least there are 1 of them accompany me :)
So in the early morning , wake up and get ready to fetch my friend ... And we went to FRIM ~
On the way we were jogging , all were aunty uncles ~ Only my friends and I are the youngest there , hoho ~ I LOVES FRESH AIRR !!!!!!!!
After that went back home and is time to SLEEEEEEEEPP ~ !!!!!!
Until tuition time , it was totally a special tuition for me ...
Therefore infront of my tuition centre , there are people celebrating ghost festival ... It was fully hot there !!
So .. The tuition starts till end , all the way we study there are fully hot songs accompany-ing us ... like Techno , old songs , rojak songs , bla bla bla ~
It was my first time tuition with a BACKGROUND Music

Happy 09/09/09

2009-09-09T22:45:00.003+08:00

Happy 09/09/09 to everyone
In our life there are only once of this day , so we should appreciate it !!
Cheers with water , say no to BEER ...
However its a special date but to me is just a normal day :)
As usual sleep , eat , dance , sing and go for tuition ...
AND !! Of course date with my dear PC (',')

During this few days i saw many things around me , upcoming post ... Stay tune

Happy 09/09/09
There are many couples chosen this day marriage ...
Wish all couples stay forever and ever ~
长长久久...

心里的那一句

2009-08-27T00:56:00.006+08:00

只想说....真的很怀念那一段日子

Sleepless Nights

2009-08-25T22:07:00.002+08:00

Its been a few days , straight in a row , i have never been a good sleep...
Reason : No idea , hmm ~
Every night sleep for that few hours and wake up looking here looking , seems like seeking for something , but do i ? I guess no ...
They said i kept many things inside my heart , hmm ~ I guess maybe ? maybe no? No idea too , hehe
Wonder when i can over this problem , hmm ~
Maybe should learn points below :

Sleepy pointers

1. Go to bed and wake up at about the same time every day, including weekends.

2. Establish a relaxing bedtime routine; take a bath, prepare your bed, etc.

3. Take a few moments to process and release residual emotions from your day by journaling or talking with a friend or loved one.

4. Keep a journal or sleep log to make notes about the quality of your sleep. This can help you to gather information on improving your sleep pattern.

5. Make sure your bedroom is dark, quiet, cool, comfortable and feels safe.

6. Keep your bedroom free from distractions like work, television and computers.

7. Enjoy a small serving of complex carbs if you desire as a bedtime snack.

8. Exercise regularly, but finish a few hours before bedtime.

9. Keep your alarm clock away from your head and bed.

10. Avoid nicotine, caffeine (coffee, tea, cola, chocolate) and alcohol before bed.

11. Refrain from checking the time at night – it can cause anxiety about sleeping.

12. Daytime naps are wonderful, but limit them to 20 minutes.

Hi , Exam ...

2009-08-11T22:22:00.006+08:00

Hi , my friend that i most hate = Exam
I knew that you miss me so much , but do you know that I'm afraid of you?
Anyway as your friend i wont be that bad , I'll try my best not to afraid of you ...
If you cares me , please help along me :) * Don't out that hard question *

HEY , Don't misunderstanding oh ... What i mention you is Exam and not anyone =p

Good luck to all my friends and the one who READING THIS , we can do it ! :)

GOOD LUCK JAYSON !! bwahahahahaz ~ * actually ... I'm afraid of the day arrive xD * shhh ~

A True Friend

2009-07-18T17:29:00.007+08:00

A true friend is someone special
Not many people possess
A true friend is warm and tender
And comforting in their caress.

A true friend is always by your side
If only in your thoughts
A true friend is there for you willingly
And come free, they're never bought.

A true friend is someone who listens
And hears what you have to say
A true friend is never judgemental
And stays with you come what may.

A true friend will love you always
In them you can confide
A true friend will greet you lovingly
With opens arms so wide.

A true friend your cherish dearly
Feeling grateful for their love
A true friend is very special
A blessing from above.

A true friend will feel your presence
Whether near or far

Foods

2009-07-07T14:04:00.005+08:00

In the early morning friends called up me and says that he's not going for school today ...
So is time to be lone lone yeah ~ hah :(
But actually not that bored larh , few teacher are absent today ... so before recess that few period is the best time to SLEEEEEEPP , Muahahahahaz !! :D
Then during recess go canteen as usual ....
After recess went back to class and then the foods topic started by me , I asked my friends that sit behind me , hey ~ what are you going eat later ? haha so lame hor xD
Wowz , one of them even know how to cook ... she says that she started cook abt form 1 like that , she everyday cooks for her families yeah , I asked her why you wants to cook? she says that if she dont cook then will be nothing to eat , what a good daughter...
Of course I did ask her teach me some skills larh , haha =p
We chatted until the school bells ring , and is time to back home lurrh ... A foods can help me past the time easily , hoho :)
Having porridge and medicine for lunch , boh bian cough cough :(
Hmm , dunno weather she eats le marh ? O.O

FOODS FOODS FOODS FOODS FOODS FOODS FOODS ~ !!!!!!!!!!!!

When I need you

2009-07-05T03:05:00.004+08:00

T_T

When I need you
Just close my eyes and I'm with you
And all that I so want to give you
It's only a heart beat away

When I need love
I hold out my hands and I touch love
I never knew there was so much love
Keeping me warm night and day

Miles and miles of empty space in between us
A telephone can't take the place of your smile
But you know I wont be traveling for ever
It's cold out, but hold out and do like I do

When I need you
Just close my eyes and I'm with you
And all that I so want to give you babe
It's only a heartbeat away

It's not easy when the road is your driver
Honey, that's a heavy load that we bear
But you know I won't be traveling a lifetime
It's cold out but hold out and do like I do
Oh I need you

When I need love
I hold out my hands and I touch love
I never knew there was so much love
Keeping me warm night and day

When I need you
Just close my eyes and I'm with you
And all that I so want to give you
It's only a heart beat away

Piano Version

选择

2009-07-02T18:53:00.002+08:00

风起的日子笑看落花
雪舞的时节举杯向月
这样的心情
这样的路
我们一起走过
希望你能爱我到地老到天荒
希望你能陪我到海角到天涯
就算一切从来我也不会改变决定
我选择了你你选择了我喔
我一定会爱你到地老到天长
我一定会陪你到海枯到石烂
就算回到从前这仍是我唯一决定
我选择了你你选择了我这就是我们的选择
走过了春天走过秋天
送走了今天又是明天
一天又一天
月月年年
我们的心不变
希望你能爱我到地老到天荒
希望你能陪我到海角到天涯
就算一切从来我也不会改变决定
我选择了你你选择了我喔
我一定会爱你到地久到天长
我一定会陪你到海枯到石烂
就算回到从前这仍是我唯一决定
我选择了你你选择了我
这是我们的选择

A Sweet Memories

2009-06-26T02:18:00.003+08:00

Time passes so fast , I remembered last year my birthday party it was my first time to organize it .... However is less people than this time , but it was a happy party :) That I couldnt forget , hah ~
We played FBI with the real action 1 , flours adding some ketchup ... OMG the smells , yuckz * will vomit *
And yet i lived so long her i never lye down on the road before but that day , it was my first time to lye down right on the center , hah ~ and all the road were fully flours , waters ~
What a mad day ~

Now , I knew that its impossible to find back this mood / funs back ...
Miss the day with you guys ~

Birthday Party

2009-06-26T01:50:00.004+08:00

Woo , Is the second time to organize my birthday party again ...
First of all I wanna thanks to my brothers , love you guys so much =]
At the early morning we went for badminton by 9 to 12 something , then we went for our lunch at uncle kopitiam :) Later on my brothers went back home for a rest , including me * Needed rest too coz i knew that we'll play till very late *
A few hours later , they come along and lend me a hand ... ps yah guys , I set the wrong timing to ask you all come that early xD ( All the way busy .............................. ) Until 8pm , hoho ~ Friends coming 1 by 1 ... Duh ~ Really bek cek that time played by my friends , really thank you oh :( Please no next time , will heart attack >_< When her friends arrived , but she's not there !! Then no longer , woo~ ~ ~ ~ *shy* *shy*
Hahaz , that time I keep forced my friend to help sapu those food ... because its fully contain right there like a moutain , and I'll get scold by mum if i left that much ... But at last she din't scold me lar , how come? I told her that soup not enough * I'm lying , xixi !! *
Woo ~ All my friends went back home except 5 of us that's me , my 3 brothers and dai sou xD
We played cold water around during midnight , I've been chased until the next street without wearing slippers , oh man my foot damm pain !! Then we fetch our dai sou back home and we went for yum cha until 5 something ...
What time did i take my sleep ?
Its about 6 something , we chatted along xD

Happy birthday jayson , you're 17 now ~ !! Getting older , and getting much more loving you =p

唉...

2009-06-25T16:11:00.002+08:00

唉...
算了吧...
不想再吵下去了....
sometimes things not to say out is much more better ...
Tired of that

我只在乎你

2009-06-24T15:44:00.003+08:00

如果沒有遇見你　我將會是在那裡
日子過得怎麼樣　人生是否要珍惜
也許認識某一人　過著平凡的日子
不知道會不會　也有愛情甜如蜜

任時光匆匆流去　我只在乎你
心甘情願感染你的氣息
人生幾何　能夠得到知己
失去生命的力量也不可惜

所以我求求你　別讓我離開你
除了你我不能感到一絲絲情意

如果有那麼一天　你說即將要離去
我會迷失我自己　走入無邊人海裡
不要什麼諾言　只要天天在一起
我不能只依靠　片片回憶活下去

Haiz

2009-06-18T23:49:00.002+08:00

Haiz ~
Thank you for your ' lovely ' words that much , what should i call you ? uhmz ~ abnormal guy?!!
Why you just blame everything on people and don't try to think actually whose wrong? WHY DONT YOU JUST REALIZE IT !!!?
Yah , I can says that he shouldnt say that sensitive word that time but try to think from you're not one of us since the starts till now , you're just a part of our friends and not Brothers .... You din't face the problem that we face together , we've funs together , jokes , etc... But now ? Coz of a brother , you're that mad huh ?
And about the what type of beer MALibu or whatever , we never ask our buddy not to buy ... The one who ask him nt to buy i'm not going list out , just NOT ONE OF US !! DENG ! Everything just blame on us but never realize what the heck is going with your brain ... Sigh , firstly I'm not that anger , but your words really make me mad ... Thanks !
I don't think that you'll realize your ownself right huh ~

Birthday Celebration

2009-06-14T17:07:00.008+08:00

In the early morning wake up and get ready up , cousins coming pick up me around 9.30 something then we went for our breakfast ...
No longer we arrived Timesquare and we bought Terminator tickets ( The second time watch this movie again ) Boh bian , my cousins haven't watch so ... just accompany them lar anyway I dint tell them i watched it also , hah xD If they knew they sure asked for another movie , coz celebrate my brithday yah ( I'm the most dai sai that day ) =p
Then we went to green box , while we walked in ... Woo ~ There's a girl singing I DONT WANNA A BOYFRIEND , so loud and her voice quite .... hah , is bad to insult people xD shhh ~ From the starts we sang until the end all songs are old one , woo my cousins selected 1 songs name 别问我是谁 and 广岛之恋 , love it so much =p Bla Bla Bla ~
After that we went for our movie * Is time to let me sleep* An hour ago later , we walked to LowYat and i bought webcam as well lar *shy* *shy*
During night we took our dinner at Tenji , Wahaha ~ Duh ... I was so embarrased that day yeah :( I tot my cousin were behind me , and i tried to call him ... But ~ It was an unknown boy standing behind me , what to do? of course act finding my cousins lor , haha * so fish *

3 little small eys = Kok keong , Man seng and I

Upcoming school life , haiz ~ However doesnt like it that much but this is the last year for me staying in school so I'll appreciate the day in school !! :)
Its like a jail right now , but i believe there will hv students escape ... haha

YESHHH !!!

2009-06-11T11:50:00.003+08:00

OH YESH ~~~~ !!!
OH MY BABY YESH ~~~ !!!
AWWWWW WUUUUUU ~~~ !!!!
WUUUUUUUU AWWWWWWWW ~~~ !!!!!
Finally passed my undang test and is time to take a break , WOHOHOHO !!
Gonna celebrate my birthday tmr with my cousins , KK & Seng :)
HUH !!? Are you trying to ask my birthday held on tmr ? Nope lar , just celebrate earlier xD

But there's one sad case , hving bad cough ~ Hope can recover as fast , coz tmr gonna sapu foods !!

and yet finally found the song that I'm searching for since last year , i heard this song from a short video * about a boy donate his own eye to the girl that he love , its so touching and meaningful *

Here's the song :)

Wondering

2009-06-07T00:53:00.002+08:00

Its quite tired today ...
Early morning wake up and go play badminton with friends , mostly i just play 2 hours but today 3 hours ... And of course I'm happy that she's there too !! =)
One of my friends , should we call him pro ? he totally dint sleep for 36 hours said by him and he just keep say he's fully energy dint feel tired at all ( Something might shocked him , I think xD )
After that just back home and take shower , bla bla bla ~~
Until night my friend pm-ed me asked me go check out an ABNORMAL GUY'S BLOG !!! He's really abnormal man , his word really sensitive to me ... Haiz , really wondering why everything around me will become like that I never imagine before ? I remembered that form 1 when I reach the class , everyone were so friendly but now everything changed ....

Haiz , Bed time i guess ~
Gonna sick = /
and tomorrow gotta wake up early , duh ~
Night , Miss Ya ~

Unforgettable

2009-06-01T21:45:00.006+08:00

Gotta mention that where we went first :
First : Sg.wang
Second : Carrefour
Third : Dinner

Whose birthday :
First : Ah Su ( 2th of June )
Second : Kit teng ( 3th of June )
Third : Sye Teng ( 4th of June )
Upcoming , My birthday larh =] Same day with ' jackie chan '

Its a perfect one day trip , however is so so so Tired adds on don't have enough sleep BUT I'm really happy and I do appreciate the moment with all my friends even some new friends !! =]
Okay , We're going celebrate 3 people's birthday at the same day... We meet everyone at selayang mall around 9 something like that then we go Sg.wang together , its totally 14 of us ... But one of my friend ( Pei Mei ) she sleep over , so .... she asked us go by ourself and she'll be there late abit.
We went Green box to celebrate kit teng's birthday then we played all the way long until times up , after that we went carrefour to celebrate Sye teng's birthday ... Haha , she's the most embarrased one among 3 of them , why? because we celebrate her birthday at the street !! all shopkeepers come out and look at us ... Hahaha ~ seriously i feel embarrased too , because i never celebrate anyone's birthday at a shopping mall street xD
Then we went our dinner at Sushi station , however its a small place for us ( 14 people ) lar But its the most happier place , haha ... We played WASABI , all of the boys have to eat !! ARGHH ~
Lets share some videos with you all ( The Time we eat wasabi )
The First one among me and my 2 buddy :)
Ah Su :

The 2nd Nigel :

My Turn ~!!!! ( The most worst among all of the boys xD )

Woo , the game is not ended yet ... before we going back we played another game and the one who lose gonna eat up the fish ball with wasabi , aiks its fully green ~~~~ Really thanks god , that i win my friend if not i really have to eat up all :S
After that we just went back home with a smile face , I believe that all of us were happy :)
Keep in touch yah , my friends ~

Picture will upload soon ...

端午节

2009-05-28T23:06:00.001+08:00

农历五月初五，是我国民间传统的端午节。每一年的这一天，许多人家都会包粽子，妇女和孩子们喜欢用丝绸之类缝制成小小的粽子、鸡心、葫芦、樱桃以及小猴、小虎形状的手工艺品，端午节时和香包一块儿，选出一两件挂在胸前。认为这样做可以防病，戴到端阳正午时，把它扔掉，称谓"扔灾"。

相传战国时代，楚秦争夺霸权，诗人屈原很受楚王器重，然而屈原的主张遭到上官大夫靳尚为首的守旧派的反对，不断在楚怀王的面前诋毁屈原，楚怀王渐渐疏远了屈原，有着远大抱负的屈原倍感痛心，他怀着难以抑制的忧郁悲愤，写出了《离骚》、《天问》等不朽诗篇。

公元前229年，秦国攻占了楚国八座城池，接着又派使臣请楚怀王去秦国议和。屈原看破了秦王的阴谋，冒死进宫陈述利害，楚怀王不但不听，反而将屈原逐出郢都[楚国的都城]。楚怀王如期赴会，一到秦国就被囚禁起来，楚怀王悔恨交加，忧郁成疾，三年后客死于秦国。楚顷衰王即位不久，秦王又派兵攻打楚国，顷衰王仓惶撤离京城，秦兵攻占郢城。屈原在流放途中，接连听到楚怀王客死和郢城攻破的噩耗后，万念俱灰，仰天长叹一声，投入了滚滚激流的汩罗江。

江上的渔夫和岸上的百姓，听说屈原大夫投江自尽，都纷纷来到江上，奋力打捞屈原的尸体，并拿来了粽子、鸡蛋投入江中，还把雄黄酒倒入江中，以便药昏蛟龙水兽，使屈原大夫尸体免遭伤害。从此，每年五月初五屈原投江殉难日，楚国人民都到江上划龙舟，投粽子，以此来纪念伟大的爱国诗人，端午节的风俗就这样流传下来。

So have you eaten it yet?
Let me share some with ya all :)

Haiz

2009-05-27T16:29:00.003+08:00

Haiz ~
Haiz ~~
Haiz ~~~
Haiz ~~~~
Haiz ~~~~~
Haiz ~~~~~~
Haiz ~~~~~~~
Haiz ~~~~~~~~
Haiz ~~~~~~~~~
How could it be ?? huh ?? haiz ~

HAIZ

Hmm...

2009-05-26T16:47:00.007+08:00

OMG !!! Exam is over and I'm totally out from the stress period * Actually from the day exam starts till it ends , I din't felt stress at all =p * Haha ...
Well , This morning it was a cool day and I'm sitting under the fan ... Woah , it was so cold man ~ Are you trying to ask me did I sleep ? haha , of course I do since the weather so cool ... But i just sleep for half an hour and wake up continue my paper anyway Do SHE feel cold ? Hmm ~
For those who are still taking exam , Gambateh yeah :)
Actually for me exam still not ends up lar , coz I'm taking undang test tomorrow ... Haiz hopefully can pass it ~

Finally watched Twilight this movie , it was so so so nice and so so so touching ... Am I too late to watch it ? Anyway however its late , but at least i watched it !! :)
I remembered a taxi driver uncle , he asked me and my friend watch it ... but that time I replied him , Yeah I'm going watch it at home later ... Until today i just watch it xD
If there's part 2 , I'm gonna watch it :)

That's all for today ...
Gotta ready up for tuition :S
And when back home gotta ready up for tomorrow , haiz ~
See ya ...
Miss Ya ...

Disappointed

2009-05-18T13:15:00.006+08:00

Yeah , I'm so so so disappointed with you ... YUP THAT'S YOU !!
What's wrong with you ? Its so child you know ?
Sigh ... None of us leaving you also , but you ? wants to be a lonely hero or whatever huh ?
Everyone is trying to pull back our relationship back as before , duh ~ you ? did you ? DID YOU ?
If you says that we never think for you , but did you ever stand our side to think ?
Stand back up la ~ !!

What i can said that's from that night start till now everything changes slowly ...

Mother's Eight Lies

2009-05-09T18:35:00.003+08:00

Concern and sacrifice hold up a mother’s love at all times.
I WAS born the son of a poor family, which often lacked food. Whenever it came time to eat, mother would give me her portion of rice.
As she placed her share into my bowl, she would say, “Eat this, son. I’m not hungry.”
That was mother’s first lie.

When I was growing up, mother spent her spare time fishing in a river near our house. She hoped that what she caught would give me a bit more nutrition.
She would cook the fish in a soup, which gave me a good appetite. As I ate, mother would sit beside me and pick the remaining bits of flesh on the bone.
When I tried to give her some of the fish, she refused and said, “You eat it. I don’t really like fish.”
That was mother’s second lie.

When I was in junior high school, to fund my studies, mother brought back used matches boxes which she would stick together. It earned her some money to cover our needs.
Whenever I woke from my sleep during the winter nights, she’d still be awake, working on the little boxes in the dim candlelight.
I used to tell her, “Mother, go to sleep, it’s late. Tomorrow morning you still have to go to work.”
Mother would smile and say, “Go back to sleep, dear. I’m not tired.”
That was her third lie.

During my final exam, mother asked for a leave from work to accompany me to school.
The sun was shining and the day was hot but she waited for me for several hours.
As soon as the bell rang, mother immediately rushed to pour me a cold glass of tea that she had brought in a bottle.
The tea was thick, but not as thick as my mother’s love. Seeing her covered with perspiration, I gave her my glass and asked her to drink too.
Mother said, “Drink, son. I’m not thirsty!”
That was her fourth lie.

My father fell ill and died, and poor mother had to take on the role of a single parent. She held on to her job but our family’s financial situation got worse.
A nice uncle who lived nearby came to our help.
Our neighbours often advised my mother to marry again. But mother was stubborn and didn’t care for their advice.
She told them, “I don’t need love.”
That was her fifth lie.

I completed my studies and got a job and soon, it was the time for my mother to retire. But she didn’t want to. Every morning, she headed for the marketplace to sell some vegetables and earn money for her needs.
I worked in the other city and often sent her some money, but she would not accept it. She even sent the money back to me, saying, “I have enough money.”
That was mother’s sixth lie.

A company then offered me a scholarship to do my master’s at a prestigious university in the United States. After getting that degree, I was hired by the company and paid quite a high salary.
I wanted to take mother to America, so she could enjoy her old age. But she didn’t want to bother her son. She said to me, “I’m not used to life there.”
That was her seventh lie.

Mother grew old, got cancer and had to be hospitalised. I, who lived across the oceans, came home to visit her.
Mother looked so weak as she gazed at me in a yearning way. She tried to put on a smile but it looked stiff. It was clear that the disease had broken her body.
Tears flowed down my face as I stared at her. My heart hurt so much to see her like that. But mother, with strength in her voice, said, “Don’t cry, my son. I’m not in pain.”
That was her eight lie.

After saying that, she closed her eyes forever!

P/S: Death is inevitable and maybe if we stop and think about death once in a while, we would appreciate life better. Cheers. ^^

Is this Funny ?

2009-05-05T22:01:00.002+08:00

Today recess , Me and my friends went to canteen together then no longer our BM teacher * not teaching us anymore * pass by then my friend talked to her and she say bodoh !! During that moment there was a Indian boy standing right beside her , the boy tough teacher saying him ... Then he replied Apa bodoh ? The teacher replied him , bukan awak lar and just walk away ~
Hahahaha ...
During that moment my friend and I just lol-ing :X

Well , that's it for today ... Gtg sleep , tired =/
Night ~
Miss ~~~~
Her ~~~~~

耶稣 Part One

2009-05-02T18:18:00.001+08:00

Why I write 耶稣 as my topic ? Well , first of all have to say sorry to those who are christian first yeah :)
Okay , Today I went to listen Undang For 5 hours That's why I called it 耶稣 ... However its bored among this 5 hours but luckily my teacher is quite silly ... He did jokes with us all the way long until the end So I don't feel as bored as what my friend said :D
And And And There's a guy who sitting beside me , when he laugh his sound just like demon laughing , Ewwww ~ Sometimes when whole class not laughing at all , he's the only one who laugh at there >_<
Lastly our teacher asked who wants to buy the practise CD , at first he said RM5 for each then another teacher came in , and he asked who wants to buy ? RM 10 for each .... Woo Then , The first teacher says No lar , I give them discount For RM 5 only ... * I already knew what's happening $_$ * Shhhhh ~

Well , That's all for part one :)
Part 2 Coming Soon ...
Duh , 6 hours >_<

Faces ?

2009-05-01T18:07:00.001+08:00

Well , Now I only realize that not only love that change everything ...
Even Faces can change everything ....
Haiz , Is this Good or it is bad? * I'm wondering *
Never though that this will happen around me , But It really do ...

Faces changes changes everything , faces makes you ...
And Yet love changes changes everything , love makes you fly ~

God , Are you fooling me? >_<

Time Passes So Fast ...

2009-04-26T22:38:00.000+08:00

This morning my friends and I went to watch " Coming Soon " this lovely movie , duh ... going heart attack while watching this lovely movie , anyway I'm not that weak lar if not I'm not able to write down this post yeah xD
After movie we have our lunch and There's something occur among my friends , wanna know what's happening ? hoho , I'm not going to tell you * lazy to write , pai seh * xixi Just wanna says that Girls , please take care yourself if can learn some self protection yeah or practise your voice so when you can scream louder until people surrender xD
Aih , Time passes so fast... Is time to go back home and yet is the time to say Bye Bye to HER ~
Bye ~ ~ ~ ~ ~
Bye ~ ~ ~ ~ ~
Miss ~ ~ ~ ~ ~
You ~ ~ ~ ~ ~

Wait wait wait !! not end yet ...
My cousin and I went to Shabu Shabu that located in Puchong * If i'm not wrong * for our dinner , wohoho time to sapu foods !! =]

How big is it ? O.O

Yucks ~ *_*

Woo ~ I like this so much " 猪肉片 " , how about you ?

Its yummy .... Wanna try some ?

Tada ~ Finished :(

That's all for today , Imma go sleep now ... Good night =]

Finally ...

2009-04-25T20:52:00.000+08:00

Its been a long time that I sign up for this blog but just leave it blank ...
Until Today !! I'm going to write down fully rubbish here * My Feeling , What's happening etc *
Well , Lets start the first post then =]
Last few days ago I felt something gonna happen to me , duh maybe I think too much yeah ?
Adds on nowadays weather damm freaky " Cold " It nearly kills up my skin >_< Anyway we could have BBQ since so " Cold " yeah :D
Well that's all larh , Just a newbie yet ... xixi

Wish everything goes fine :)
Jayson , keep it on !!

Some Suggestions Please .

2009-01-01T16:41:00.001+08:00

What should I write in my Blog ?
I'll appreciate your suggest , thanks =]

Please Recall The Past

是时候倒数了

很心痛啊

No Pain No Gain ?

I'm Back

好的开始？

Right Here Waiting

是好还是坏呢？

想念

Thanks & Sorry

没想到...

傻了

Jam Jam Jam

W h e r e ?

不知道 不知道 不知道

发觉

Time Time Time

烦

What I had learnt

Hell Day

与你分享

_____

唉

Good Bye

Upcoming

Gathering 10

为何?

A Perfect Dinner

心

A New Year 2010

Before 2009 ends

A Touching Story

Bye SPM 09

I need you

Take my breath away

Am I ?

The Ugly Truth

I care for you and miss you

宫心计

Twilight New Moon

Already Gone

其实....

Ragnarok Online

我需要你

Raindrops keeping falling on my head

Wow !

Why why why why why

First day Holding up Guitar

The Last Day In Student Point

The Unforgettable Day

Every Night

Sigh

First Time

Happy 09/09/09

心里的那一句

Sleepless Nights

Hi , Exam ...

A True Friend

Foods

When I need you

选择

A Sweet Memories

Birthday Party

唉...

我只在乎你

Haiz

Birthday Celebration

YESHHH !!!

Wondering

Unforgettable

端午节

Haiz

Hmm...

Disappointed

Mother's Eight Lies

Is this Funny ?

耶稣 Part One

Faces ?

Time Passes So Fast ...

Finally ...

不知道不知道不知道