Before 2009 ends

Before 2009 ends , I would like to says that this might be the last day to says that i love you , I knew that however how hard i tried its the same ...
Duh , skip away from that ...
Well , in this years of 2009 there are happy/sad/sweet/bitter life ... And what i regret was some days that i never ever appreciate it but it doesn't meant that my life just that short , there are still many years to go on and I'll appreciate every single things...
During these few years , i really wanted to thanks to my buddy them ... once i had any problem , they'll just stay around me giving me advices ... THANKS BRO and of course sis =p

I wish that upcoming years will going better on ...

A Touching Story

I'm here to share with you guys a touching story that my tears nearly fall down ...





I was thinking that if i were the boy , will I do the same thing for the girl too ?

Bye SPM 09

However SPM ends ...
There must be lots of student are having fun , relaxing ... and me , i never expected I will be like this however it ends , sigh ~
This afternoon I took my nap , when i woke up something reminded me ... I lied myself from start until now that i could forget about it , but actually i can't ~ From the day starts , I had nightmare every night.


It ends today but it started back today ...
Something had changed , sigh ~

I need you

I don't need a lot of things
I can get by with nothing
All the blessings life can bring
I've always needed something
But I've got all I want when it comes to lovin' you
Your my only reason
Your my only truth

I Need You
Like water
Like breath
Like rain
I Need You
Like mercy from heavens sky
There's a freedom in your arms
And it carries me through
I Need You


Take my breath away

Every night , I closed my eyes and I cant stop thinking of it ...
Every morning , I wake up and I cant stop thinking of it ...
I wish to sleep on bed forever and ever , so there's nothing to worry about ...

If you asked me to stop thinking of it , sorry I really can't ...

Only God knows how much I love you
I hope that I could have more sweet memories with you but its imposible right?
I missed the sweet memories that you and I

Am I ?

Every second every minute passes and finally i heard a mail sound , i was so happy that moment because i tought that must be you , but when I opened up the mail ... The sender was my friend , nvm i replied back , and of course my friend replied back to me ... however i knew that is my friend who replied the message , but I still tought that is you .... Haha , am I stupid enough ?



Nightmare time ~

﹎ ┈ ┈ .o┈ ﹎ ﹎.. ○
﹎┈﹎ ● ○ .﹎ ﹎o▂▃▅▆
┈ ┈ /█\/▓\ ﹎ ┈ ﹎﹎ ┈ ﹎
▅▆▇█████▇▆▅▃▂┈﹎

The Ugly Truth




What A Awesome movie !!

I care for you and miss you

Every time I say how are you?
My heart says, I care for you...

Every time I ask how have you been?
My heart whispers, I miss you...



Just to you , bao :p

宫心计

Finally I had watched until the last episode ...
During the exam period , I used all the time ( not actually ) to watch it ... Of course I do study too , it was like a drug , it keeps lure you to watch the next episode and now I had totally watched finish it :)
It was quite touching at the last part , when the girl says that to the king ~ Aww
And I loved the theme song so much , I was searching for the instrument of it but there are no result atm :(

Here's the theme song named 风车

Twilight New Moon



I remembered when i watch the first episode of it was few months ago , i had kept watching it repeat by 7-8 times and I told myself that I must watch it on cinema when Episode release !

There are Episode 3 , if before I'll surely says that I'm going watch it ... But now I would think , maybe cause of this :(
And yesterday I had done what I'd promise to myself , but anyway how it was not that nice that I expected ... It could be says a love story from starts till ending
:)


You're stubborn :p
You're the reason I'm living :)

Already Gone

I want you to know
That it doesn't matter
Where we take this road
But someone's gotta go
And I want you to know
You couldn't have loved me better
But I want you to move on
So I'm already gone

Looking at you makes it harder
But I know that you'll find another
That doesn't always make you wanna cry
It started with the perfect kiss then
We could feel the poison set in
"Perfect" couldn't keep this love alive
You know that I love you so
I love you enough to let you go

By Kelly Clarkson - already gone

其实....

其实我好想约你去看twilight - New moon 也就是我的favourite movie ...
没关系啦,I'll ask my friends or watch by myself :)
You're not alone , Jayson

Good night , sweet dream Jayson ...

Ragnarok Online


It's a touching story ...
Well , I'm one of a fans of Ragnarok Online , I played countable online game before but this is the only one i loved so much ...
I started relationship since form 3 or form 4 like that , its been a time ago yea ...
By the way , I had stop right now since some years ago ...

我需要你

Raindrops keeping falling on my head

Its been a consecutive weeks in a row, the sky will never fail to turn dark during the late afternoon, and followed by heavy downpour.

Lately, my body is getting weaker from day to day, easily to get cold. Then, voila , on Wednesday, i finally fallen a sick. Fortunately, i have been recovered from fever.

From here, i would like to thank those persons who take care of me all this while. You know who you are ^^

Jayson , stay healthy and strong and you ...

Wow !

Wow !
Before that , we're still able to count on the days of coming SPM ...
15 days more? 14 days more ? And now , it just infront of my eye ... That's tomorrow :)
What suppose to say ... Excited? Nervous ? Hmm , Maybe both of them ...

And Before SPM , I'm on sick status .... OMG la wei ~


Good luck to everyone who seats SPM , :D
Including me , who needs blessed more ...

Why why why why why

First day Holding up Guitar

In the earlier , I wants to get a guitar for myself , but i kept giving own an excuse that's after SPM only buy . But today !! My friend and I went for it , when we arrive there ...
My friend just spent about 5-10 minute to choose his Dear , but me .... almost half an hour >_<
Sorry for that , I'm just a newbie :P

We went back home and started to play with it , of course he's my teacher :p Thanks ananais for being my teacher , maybe you'll temp high no longer :p

So there's a part of it , I'm lazy to continue adds on my fingers , duh ~ Pity fingers :(
I know that everything have to pay for it , but I won't give up ... Jayson you can do it ! yeah :)

Btw , 2 more weeks for SPM >_<

Night jayson .
Bao , Miss you so much ~


Thanks ananais

The Last Day In Student Point

It is my last day in student point , I tough it would be something happen before i left this tuition center ... But just as usual , study study study and back home ~
Anyway before i left this tuition center , 2 days ago .... Our mathes teacher did left us some words , like Good luck to us , and yet our seminar does not include mathes sub ...

Bye , Student point ~
I'll never forget all of you :)

The Unforgettable Day

The Unforgettable Day hanging out with friends , It was during monday actually :p
One of my friend's parent went for holiday , so he came along my house for a night with another friend ...
So it was about 6 something after finish my lovely dream and went to pick up them to my home , no longer our trip started , Could be say the unforgettable day started :p

First Station
We went for our dinner at kepong , on the way we kept searching for FOODS , yea is food again , then I remember back that shop's food was not that bad at all , so we went for it .. My friend said that it looks like eating dog's meat lerh , omg ~
Here's the picture ...










Not Gonna share it with you :p










Ho Jiak , Wan try some ? xD

2nd Station
After that my friend said that they never go for snowflakes before so we just lepak to there xD
We ordered two large bowls , unfortunately that my friend ordered two same flavour mango :S
Anyhow we supposed to pay 2 bowls of it but no idea why we just have to pay for one only , maybe we looks good , so ... xD shhh ~
After we payed we quickly ran off , hahaha ... Hope we're not wanted there :p









2 bowl of mango


3rd Station
It is still early , so we went for mamak yum cha ~
We chatted all the way long , bla bla bla ~
Then we went back home , just arrive home no longer ... then one of my friends call up ask for yum cha again , that moment i was stunned ... So Full la wei ~ *vomit*
What to do? Just go loh ...

4th Station
Friends shop , at there watch movie only *_*

Then Back home :)

Every Night

Thoughts of you keeps me up every night,
Never feeling tired to be with you from day till night.

Your fragrance is what I desire every night,
It`s the only aroma that I want to smell every night.

Your lips are what my lips thirst every night,
It`s the only sweetest thing I want to taste every night.

Your hands are what I want to hold when I'm hot every night,
It`s the only coldest thing that cool my body every night.

Your heart beat is what I want to hear every night,
To feel your heart beat I`d kiss you from head to toe all night.

Sigh

Not going to post this public

First Time

This week I'm not going school at all , what a lazy bump :)
Since SPM trial was ended and yet next week Hari Raya , instead of going school dreaming all over so I better stay at home to prepare Hari Raya things ...
Anyway is quite boring staying home all the days so yesterday night I called up my friend for jogging , unfortunately that only 1 was free ... Nevermind at least there are 1 of them accompany me :)
So in the early morning , wake up and get ready to fetch my friend ... And we went to FRIM ~
On the way we were jogging , all were aunty uncles ~ Only my friends and I are the youngest there , hoho ~ I LOVES FRESH AIRR !!!!!!!!
After that went back home and is time to SLEEEEEEEEPP ~ !!!!!!
Until tuition time , it was totally a special tuition for me ...
Therefore infront of my tuition centre , there are people celebrating ghost festival ... It was fully hot there !!
So .. The tuition starts till end , all the way we study there are fully hot songs accompany-ing us ... like Techno , old songs , rojak songs , bla bla bla ~
It was my first time tuition with a BACKGROUND Music

Happy 09/09/09

Happy 09/09/09 to everyone
In our life there are only once of this day , so we should appreciate it !!
Cheers with water , say no to BEER ...
However its a special date but to me is just a normal day :)
As usual sleep , eat , dance , sing and go for tuition ...
AND !! Of course date with my dear PC (',')

During this few days i saw many things around me , upcoming post ... Stay tune

Happy 09/09/09
There are many couples chosen this day marriage ...
Wish all couples stay forever and ever ~
长长久久...

心里的那一句





只想说....真的很怀念那一段日子




Sleepless Nights

Its been a few days , straight in a row , i have never been a good sleep...
Reason : No idea , hmm ~
Every night sleep for that few hours and wake up looking here looking , seems like seeking for something , but do i ? I guess no ...
They said i kept many things inside my heart , hmm ~ I guess maybe ? maybe no? No idea too , hehe
Wonder when i can over this problem , hmm ~
Maybe should learn points below :

Sleepy pointers

1. Go to bed and wake up at about the same time every day, including weekends.


2. Establish a relaxing bedtime routine; take a bath, prepare your bed, etc.

3. Take a few moments to process and release residual emotions from your day by journaling or talking with a friend or loved one.

4. Keep a journal or sleep log to make notes about the quality of your sleep. This can help you to gather information on improving your sleep pattern.

5. Make sure your bedroom is dark, quiet, cool, comfortable and feels safe.

6. Keep your bedroom free from distractions like work, television and computers.

7. Enjoy a small serving of complex carbs if you desire as a bedtime snack.

8. Exercise regularly, but finish a few hours before bedtime.

9. Keep your alarm clock away from your head and bed.

10. Avoid nicotine, caffeine (coffee, tea, cola, chocolate) and alcohol before bed.

11. Refrain from checking the time at night – it can cause anxiety about sleeping.

12. Daytime naps are wonderful, but limit them to 20 minutes.

Hi , Exam ...

Hi , my friend that i most hate = Exam
I knew that you miss me so much , but do you know that I'm afraid of you?
Anyway as your friend i wont be that bad , I'll try my best not to afraid of you ...
If you cares me , please help along me :) * Don't out that hard question *

HEY , Don't misunderstanding oh ... What i mention you is Exam and not anyone =p

Good luck to all my friends and the one who READING THIS , we can do it ! :)

GOOD LUCK JAYSON !! bwahahahahaz ~ * actually ... I'm afraid of the day arrive xD * shhh ~

A True Friend

A true friend is someone special
Not many people possess
A true friend is warm and tender
And comforting in their caress.

A true friend is always by your side
If only in your thoughts
A true friend is there for you willingly
And come free, they're never bought.

A true friend is someone who listens
And hears what you have to say
A true friend is never judgemental
And stays with you come what may.

A true friend will love you always
In them you can confide
A true friend will greet you lovingly
With opens arms so wide.

A true friend your cherish dearly
Feeling grateful for their love
A true friend is very special
A blessing from above.

A true friend will feel your presence
Whether near or far

Foods

In the early morning friends called up me and says that he's not going for school today ...
So is time to be lone lone yeah ~ hah :(
But actually not that bored larh , few teacher are absent today ... so before recess that few period is the best time to SLEEEEEEPP , Muahahahahaz !! :D
Then during recess go canteen as usual ....
After recess went back to class and then the foods topic started by me , I asked my friends that sit behind me , hey ~ what are you going eat later ? haha so lame hor xD
Wowz , one of them even know how to cook ... she says that she started cook abt form 1 like that , she everyday cooks for her families yeah , I asked her why you wants to cook? she says that if she dont cook then will be nothing to eat , what a good daughter...
Of course I did ask her teach me some skills larh , haha =p
We chatted until the school bells ring , and is time to back home lurrh ... A foods can help me past the time easily , hoho :)
Having porridge and medicine for lunch , boh bian cough cough :(
Hmm , dunno weather she eats le marh ? O.O

FOODS FOODS FOODS FOODS FOODS FOODS FOODS ~ !!!!!!!!!!!!

When I need you

T_T

When I need you
Just close my eyes and I'm with you
And all that I so want to give you
It's only a heart beat away

When I need love
I hold out my hands and I touch love
I never knew there was so much love
Keeping me warm night and day

Miles and miles of empty space in between us
A telephone can't take the place of your smile
But you know I wont be traveling for ever
It's cold out, but hold out and do like I do

When I need you
Just close my eyes and I'm with you
And all that I so want to give you babe
It's only a heartbeat away

It's not easy when the road is your driver
Honey, that's a heavy load that we bear
But you know I won't be traveling a lifetime
It's cold out but hold out and do like I do
Oh I need you

When I need love
I hold out my hands and I touch love
I never knew there was so much love
Keeping me warm night and day

When I need you
Just close my eyes and I'm with you
And all that I so want to give you
It's only a heart beat away



Piano Version

选择

风起的日子笑看落花
雪舞的时节举杯向月
这样的心情
这样的路
我们一起走过
希望你能爱我到地老到天荒
希望你能陪我到海角到天涯
就算一切从来我也不会改变决定
我选择了你你选择了我喔
我一定会爱你到地老到天长
我一定会陪你到海枯到石烂
就算回到从前这仍是我唯一决定
我选择了你你选择了我这就是我们的选择
走过了春天走过秋天
送走了今天又是明天
一天又一天
月月年年
我们的心不变
希望你能爱我到地老到天荒
希望你能陪我到海角到天涯
就算一切从来我也不会改变决定
我选择了你你选择了我喔
我一定会爱你到地久到天长
我一定会陪你到海枯到石烂
就算回到从前这仍是我唯一决定
我选择了你你选择了我
这是我们的选择




A Sweet Memories

Time passes so fast , I remembered last year my birthday party it was my first time to organize it .... However is less people than this time , but it was a happy party :) That I couldnt forget , hah ~
We played FBI with the real action 1 , flours adding some ketchup ... OMG the smells , yuckz * will vomit *
And yet i lived so long her i never lye down on the road before but that day , it was my first time to lye down right on the center , hah ~ and all the road were fully flours , waters ~
What a mad day ~

Now , I knew that its impossible to find back this mood / funs back ...
Miss the day with you guys ~

Birthday Party

Woo , Is the second time to organize my birthday party again ...
First of all I wanna thanks to my brothers , love you guys so much =]
At the early morning we went for badminton by 9 to 12 something , then we went for our lunch at uncle kopitiam :) Later on my brothers went back home for a rest , including me * Needed rest too coz i knew that we'll play till very late *
A few hours later , they come along and lend me a hand ... ps yah guys , I set the wrong timing to ask you all come that early xD ( All the way busy .............................. ) Until 8pm , hoho ~ Friends coming 1 by 1 ... Duh ~ Really bek cek that time played by my friends , really thank you oh :( Please no next time , will heart attack >_< When her friends arrived , but she's not there !! Then no longer , woo~ ~ ~ ~ *shy* *shy*
Hahaz , that time I keep forced my friend to help sapu those food ... because its fully contain right there like a moutain , and I'll get scold by mum if i left that much ... But at last she din't scold me lar , how come? I told her that soup not enough * I'm lying , xixi !! *
Woo ~ All my friends went back home except 5 of us that's me , my 3 brothers and dai sou xD
We played cold water around during midnight , I've been chased until the next street without wearing slippers , oh man my foot damm pain !! Then we fetch our dai sou back home and we went for yum cha until 5 something ...
What time did i take my sleep ?
Its about 6 something , we chatted along xD

Happy birthday jayson , you're 17 now ~ !! Getting older , and getting much more loving you =p

唉...

唉...
算了吧...
不想再吵下去了....
sometimes things not to say out is much more better ...
Tired of that

我只在乎你

如果沒有遇見你 我將會是在那裡
日子過得怎麼樣 人生是否要珍惜
也許認識某一人 過著平凡的日子
不知道會不會 也有愛情甜如蜜

任時光匆匆流去 我只在乎你
心甘情願感染你的氣息
人生幾何 能夠得到知己
失去生命的力量也不可惜


所以我求求你 別讓我離開你
除了你我不能感到一絲絲情意

如果有那麼一天 你說即將要離去
我會迷失我自己 走入無邊人海裡
不要什麼諾言 只要天天在一起
我不能只依靠 片片回憶活下去





Haiz

Haiz ~
Thank you for your ' lovely ' words that much , what should i call you ? uhmz ~ abnormal guy?!!
Why you just blame everything on people and don't try to think actually whose wrong? WHY DONT YOU JUST REALIZE IT !!!?
Yah , I can says that he shouldnt say that sensitive word that time but try to think from you're not one of us since the starts till now , you're just a part of our friends and not Brothers .... You din't face the problem that we face together , we've funs together , jokes , etc... But now ? Coz of a brother , you're that mad huh ?
And about the what type of beer MALibu or whatever , we never ask our buddy not to buy ... The one who ask him nt to buy i'm not going list out , just NOT ONE OF US !! DENG ! Everything just blame on us but never realize what the heck is going with your brain ... Sigh , firstly I'm not that anger , but your words really make me mad ... Thanks !
I don't think that you'll realize your ownself right huh ~

Birthday Celebration

In the early morning wake up and get ready up , cousins coming pick up me around 9.30 something then we went for our breakfast ...
No longer we arrived Timesquare and we bought Terminator tickets ( The second time watch this movie again ) Boh bian , my cousins haven't watch so ... just accompany them lar anyway I dint tell them i watched it also , hah xD If they knew they sure asked for another movie , coz celebrate my brithday yah ( I'm the most dai sai that day ) =p
Then we went to green box , while we walked in ... Woo ~ There's a girl singing I DONT WANNA A BOYFRIEND , so loud and her voice quite .... hah , is bad to insult people xD shhh ~ From the starts we sang until the end all songs are old one , woo my cousins selected 1 songs name 别问我是谁 and 广岛之恋 , love it so much =p Bla Bla Bla ~
After that we went for our movie * Is time to let me sleep* An hour ago later , we walked to LowYat and i bought webcam as well lar *shy* *shy*
During night we took our dinner at Tenji , Wahaha ~ Duh ... I was so embarrased that day yeah :( I tot my cousin were behind me , and i tried to call him ... But ~ It was an unknown boy standing behind me , what to do? of course act finding my cousins lor , haha * so fish *




3 little small eys = Kok keong , Man seng and I










Upcoming school life , haiz ~ However doesnt like it that much but this is the last year for me staying in school so I'll appreciate the day in school !! :)
Its like a jail right now , but i believe there will hv students escape ... haha

YESHHH !!!

OH YESH ~~~~ !!!
OH MY BABY YESH ~~~ !!!
AWWWWW WUUUUUU ~~~ !!!!
WUUUUUUUU AWWWWWWWW ~~~ !!!!!
Finally passed my undang test and is time to take a break , WOHOHOHO !!
Gonna celebrate my birthday tmr with my cousins , KK & Seng :)
HUH !!? Are you trying to ask my birthday held on tmr ? Nope lar , just celebrate earlier xD

But there's one sad case , hving bad cough ~ Hope can recover as fast , coz tmr gonna sapu foods !!

and yet finally found the song that I'm searching for since last year , i heard this song from a short video * about a boy donate his own eye to the girl that he love , its so touching and meaningful *

Here's the song :)

Wondering

Its quite tired today ...
Early morning wake up and go play badminton with friends , mostly i just play 2 hours but today 3 hours ... And of course I'm happy that she's there too !! =)
One of my friends , should we call him pro ? he totally dint sleep for 36 hours said by him and he just keep say he's fully energy dint feel tired at all ( Something might shocked him , I think xD )
After that just back home and take shower , bla bla bla ~~
Until night my friend pm-ed me asked me go check out an ABNORMAL GUY'S BLOG !!! He's really abnormal man , his word really sensitive to me ... Haiz , really wondering why everything around me will become like that I never imagine before ? I remembered that form 1 when I reach the class , everyone were so friendly but now everything changed ....

Haiz , Bed time i guess ~
Gonna sick = /
and tomorrow gotta wake up early , duh ~
Night , Miss Ya ~

Unforgettable

Gotta mention that where we went first :
First : Sg.wang
Second : Carrefour
Third : Dinner

Whose birthday :
First : Ah Su ( 2th of June )
Second : Kit teng ( 3th of June )
Third : Sye Teng ( 4th of June )
Upcoming , My birthday larh =] Same day with ' jackie chan '

Its a perfect one day trip , however is so so so Tired adds on don't have enough sleep BUT I'm really happy and I do appreciate the moment with all my friends even some new friends !! =]
Okay , We're going celebrate 3 people's birthday at the same day... We meet everyone at selayang mall around 9 something like that then we go Sg.wang together , its totally 14 of us ... But one of my friend ( Pei Mei ) she sleep over , so .... she asked us go by ourself and she'll be there late abit.
We went Green box to celebrate kit teng's birthday then we played all the way long until times up , after that we went carrefour to celebrate Sye teng's birthday ... Haha , she's the most embarrased one among 3 of them , why? because we celebrate her birthday at the street !! all shopkeepers come out and look at us ... Hahaha ~ seriously i feel embarrased too , because i never celebrate anyone's birthday at a shopping mall street xD
Then we went our dinner at Sushi station , however its a small place for us ( 14 people ) lar But its the most happier place , haha ... We played WASABI , all of the boys have to eat !! ARGHH ~
Lets share some videos with you all ( The Time we eat wasabi )
The First one among me and my 2 buddy :)
Ah Su :



The 2nd Nigel :



My Turn ~!!!! ( The most worst among all of the boys xD )



Woo , the game is not ended yet ... before we going back we played another game and the one who lose gonna eat up the fish ball with wasabi , aiks its fully green ~~~~ Really thanks god , that i win my friend if not i really have to eat up all :S
After that we just went back home with a smile face , I believe that all of us were happy :)
Keep in touch yah , my friends ~

Picture will upload soon ...

端午节

农历五月初五,是我国民间传统的端午节。每一年的这一天,许多人家都会包粽子,妇女和孩子们喜欢用丝绸之类缝制成小小的粽子、鸡心、葫芦、樱桃以及小猴、小虎形状的手工艺品,端午节时和香包一块儿,选出一两件挂在胸前。认为这样做可以防病,戴到端阳正午时,把它扔掉,称谓"扔灾"

相传战国时代,楚秦争夺霸权,诗人屈原很受楚王器重,然而屈原的主张遭到上官大夫靳尚为首的守旧派的反对,不断在楚怀王的面前诋毁屈原,楚怀王渐渐疏远了屈原,有着远大抱负的屈原倍感痛心,他怀着难以抑制的忧郁悲愤,写出了《离骚》、《天问》等不朽诗篇。

公元前229年,秦国攻占了楚国八座城池,接着又派使臣请楚怀王去秦国议和。屈原看破了秦王的阴谋,冒死进宫陈述利害,楚怀王不但不听,反而将屈原逐出郢都[楚国的都城]。 楚怀王如期赴会,一到秦国就被囚禁起来,楚怀王悔恨交加,忧郁成疾,三年后客死于秦国。楚顷衰王即位不久,秦王又派兵攻打楚国,顷衰王仓惶撤离京城,秦兵 攻占郢城。屈原在流放途中,接连听到楚怀王客死和郢城攻破的噩耗后,万念俱灰,仰天长叹一声,投入了滚滚激流的汩罗江。

江 上的渔夫和岸上的百姓,听说屈原大夫投江自尽,都纷纷来到江上,奋力打捞屈原的尸体,并拿来了粽子、鸡蛋投入江中,还把雄黄酒倒入江中,以便药昏蛟龙水 兽,使屈原大夫尸体免遭伤害。从此,每年五月初五屈原投江殉难日,楚国人民都到江上划龙舟,投粽子,以此来纪念伟大的爱国诗人,端午节的风俗就这样流传下 来。

So have you eaten it yet?
Let me share some with ya all :)

Haiz

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How could it be ?? huh ?? haiz ~
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Hmm...

OMG !!! Exam is over and I'm totally out from the stress period * Actually from the day exam starts till it ends , I din't felt stress at all =p * Haha ...
Well , This morning it was a cool day and I'm sitting under the fan ... Woah , it was so cold man ~ Are you trying to ask me did I sleep ? haha , of course I do since the weather so cool ... But i just sleep for half an hour and wake up continue my paper anyway Do SHE feel cold ? Hmm ~
For those who are still taking exam , Gambateh yeah :)
Actually for me exam still not ends up lar , coz I'm taking undang test tomorrow ... Haiz hopefully can pass it ~

Finally watched Twilight this movie , it was so so so nice and so so so touching ... Am I too late to watch it ? Anyway however its late , but at least i watched it !! :)
I remembered a taxi driver uncle , he asked me and my friend watch it ... but that time I replied him , Yeah I'm going watch it at home later ... Until today i just watch it xD
If there's part 2 , I'm gonna watch it :)

That's all for today ...
Gotta ready up for tuition :S
And when back home gotta ready up for tomorrow , haiz ~
See ya ...
Miss Ya ...

Disappointed

Yeah , I'm so so so disappointed with you ... YUP THAT'S YOU !!
What's wrong with you ? Its so child you know ?
Sigh ... None of us leaving you also , but you ? wants to be a lonely hero or whatever huh ?
Everyone is trying to pull back our relationship back as before , duh ~ you ? did you ? DID YOU ?
If you says that we never think for you , but did you ever stand our side to think ?
Stand back up la ~ !!

What i can said that's from that night start till now everything changes slowly ...





Mother's Eight Lies

Concern and sacrifice hold up a mother’s love at all times.
I WAS born the son of a poor family, which often lacked food. Whenever it came time to eat, mother would give me her portion of rice.
As she placed her share into my bowl, she would say, “Eat this, son. I’m not hungry.”
That was mother’s first lie.

When I was growing up, mother spent her spare time fishing in a river near our house. She hoped that what she caught would give me a bit more nutrition.
She would cook the fish in a soup, which gave me a good appetite. As I ate, mother would sit beside me and pick the remaining bits of flesh on the bone.
When I tried to give her some of the fish, she refused and said, “You eat it. I don’t really like fish.”
That was mother’s second lie.

When I was in junior high school, to fund my studies, mother brought back used matches boxes which she would stick together. It earned her some money to cover our needs.
Whenever I woke from my sleep during the winter nights, she’d still be awake, working on the little boxes in the dim candlelight.
I used to tell her, “Mother, go to sleep, it’s late. Tomorrow morning you still have to go to work.”
Mother would smile and say, “Go back to sleep, dear. I’m not tired.”
That was her third lie.

During my final exam, mother asked for a leave from work to accompany me to school.
The sun was shining and the day was hot but she waited for me for several hours.
As soon as the bell rang, mother immediately rushed to pour me a cold glass of tea that she had brought in a bottle.
The tea was thick, but not as thick as my mother’s love. Seeing her covered with perspiration, I gave her my glass and asked her to drink too.
Mother said, “Drink, son. I’m not thirsty!”
That was her fourth lie.

My father fell ill and died, and poor mother had to take on the role of a single parent. She held on to her job but our family’s financial situation got worse.
A nice uncle who lived nearby came to our help.
Our neighbours often advised my mother to marry again. But mother was stubborn and didn’t care for their advice.
She told them, “I don’t need love.”
That was her fifth lie.

I completed my studies and got a job and soon, it was the time for my mother to retire. But she didn’t want to. Every morning, she headed for the marketplace to sell some vegetables and earn money for her needs.
I worked in the other city and often sent her some money, but she would not accept it. She even sent the money back to me, saying, “I have enough money.”
That was mother’s sixth lie.

A company then offered me a scholarship to do my master’s at a prestigious university in the United States. After getting that degree, I was hired by the company and paid quite a high salary.
I wanted to take mother to America, so she could enjoy her old age. But she didn’t want to bother her son. She said to me, “I’m not used to life there.”
That was her seventh lie.

Mother grew old, got cancer and had to be hospitalised. I, who lived across the oceans, came home to visit her.
Mother looked so weak as she gazed at me in a yearning way. She tried to put on a smile but it looked stiff. It was clear that the disease had broken her body.
Tears flowed down my face as I stared at her. My heart hurt so much to see her like that. But mother, with strength in her voice, said, “Don’t cry, my son. I’m not in pain.”
That was her eight lie.

After saying that, she closed her eyes forever!


P/S: Death is inevitable and maybe if we stop and think about death once in a while, we would appreciate life better. Cheers. ^^

Is this Funny ?

Today recess , Me and my friends went to canteen together then no longer our BM teacher * not teaching us anymore * pass by then my friend talked to her and she say bodoh !! During that moment there was a Indian boy standing right beside her , the boy tough teacher saying him ... Then he replied Apa bodoh ? The teacher replied him , bukan awak lar and just walk away ~
Hahahaha ...
During that moment my friend and I just lol-ing :X

Well , that's it for today ... Gtg sleep , tired =/
Night ~
Miss ~~~~
Her ~~~~~

耶稣 Part One

Why I write 耶稣 as my topic ? Well , first of all have to say sorry to those who are christian first yeah :)
Okay , Today I went to listen Undang For 5 hours That's why I called it 耶稣 ... However its bored among this 5 hours but luckily my teacher is quite silly ... He did jokes with us all the way long until the end So I don't feel as bored as what my friend said :D
And And And There's a guy who sitting beside me , when he laugh his sound just like demon laughing , Ewwww ~ Sometimes when whole class not laughing at all , he's the only one who laugh at there >_<
Lastly our teacher asked who wants to buy the practise CD , at first he said RM5 for each then another teacher came in , and he asked who wants to buy ? RM 10 for each .... Woo Then , The first teacher says No lar , I give them discount For RM 5 only ... * I already knew what's happening $_$ * Shhhhh ~

Well , That's all for part one :)
Part 2 Coming Soon ...
Duh , 6 hours >_<

Faces ?

Well , Now I only realize that not only love that change everything ...
Even Faces can change everything ....
Haiz , Is this Good or it is bad? * I'm wondering *
Never though that this will happen around me , But It really do ...

Faces changes changes everything , faces makes you ...
And Yet love changes changes everything , love makes you fly ~

God , Are you fooling me? >_<

Time Passes So Fast ...

This morning my friends and I went to watch " Coming Soon " this lovely movie , duh ... going heart attack while watching this lovely movie , anyway I'm not that weak lar if not I'm not able to write down this post yeah xD
After movie we have our lunch and There's something occur among my friends , wanna know what's happening ? hoho , I'm not going to tell you * lazy to write , pai seh * xixi Just wanna says that Girls , please take care yourself if can learn some self protection yeah or practise your voice so when you can scream louder until people surrender xD
Aih , Time passes so fast... Is time to go back home and yet is the time to say Bye Bye to HER ~
Bye ~ ~ ~ ~ ~
Bye ~ ~ ~ ~ ~
Miss ~ ~ ~ ~ ~
You ~ ~ ~ ~ ~





Wait wait wait !! not end yet ...
My cousin and I went to Shabu Shabu that located in Puchong * If i'm not wrong * for our dinner , wohoho time to sapu foods !! =]

How big is it ? O.O



Yucks ~ *_*

Woo ~ I like this so much " 猪肉片 " , how about you ?


Its yummy .... Wanna try some ?






Tada ~ Finished :(

That's all for today , Imma go sleep now ... Good night =]

Finally ...

Its been a long time that I sign up for this blog but just leave it blank ...
Until Today !! I'm going to write down fully rubbish here * My Feeling , What's happening etc *
Well , Lets start the first post then =]
Last few days ago I felt something gonna happen to me , duh maybe I think too much yeah ?
Adds on nowadays weather damm freaky " Cold " It nearly kills up my skin >_< Anyway we could have BBQ since so " Cold " yeah :D
Well that's all larh , Just a newbie yet ... xixi


Wish everything goes fine :)
Jayson , keep it on !!

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