是时候倒数了

还有二十天，我不知道该开心还是担心呢...

而且还在犹豫着要不要庆祝好呢...

毕竟要到了，可是我的心情依然一样....

江啊，用功点啦...唉哟哟哟


今天也是人生第一次去学校找她，很开心的嘛...

可是啊，那一个小时真的很快过咯....

时间啊，时间...你慢下来好吗，你过得那么快，我要怎样追呢?


同时也要祝 mr su happy birthday !!
and THANKS !! =D

很心痛啊

唉，真的很心痛...
看见你那样，我的心·...
只从你读书时间表换了后，你都说说很累...
而我也不能为你做些什么，
你要加油哦～
也要照顾好自己噢，知道吗...
当你撑不住的时候，就叫叫我吧



永远在你身旁支持你

No Pain No Gain ?

Sometimes I rather not to come on this blog ,
Once I enter this blog and start with a new post ,
Its with a picture that painted with lots of tears ...

这种感受是每个人都要体会的吗？
为何要那样对待我们每一个人，就不能放过我们吗...
说得容易什么 , 要天天开开心心的过每一天 , 真的有那么容易吗?

难道爱一个人有错吗，
FUCK !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I really do wish to tell you that , I really do miss you ...
And I realize one thing ,
当遇到什么问题后 , 我都会越来越想你 , 爱你~

I'm Back

Its been a long day never update my blog ,
What should I bring up here , doubt *__*
Along with these few weeks , I was addicted on some movies etc ...
And of course that , few weeks ago my friends and I went to their hometown were at nearby *Ansun* ... Yea , that day was so great .. early morning with a big crab for breakfast , yum ~

Unfortunately , on this weeks .. I had a bad feeling , 心终是有点酸


Alright , gotta stop here ...
Will be more updates , stay tune ...

好的开始？

在之前一当星期五的时候都觉得很不舒服，因为要去那陌生的地方补习
但今天让我开始慢慢的喜欢上它，
今天又是那位穿着校服的学生坐在我隔壁，那种味道～香到～
可是也吸到麻木去了，只是离开那座位在倒回去的时候就会有那种味道 ==
而且他也是第一位跟我开口的，坐后面的人也开始慢慢的向我开口了 ( 没什么的，只说了对不起）
看见他们有说有笑的，真的很让我想起以前的我们... 一个字，羡慕极了
慢慢的也开始有以前跟朋友在补习的时候的那种感觉，
其实也不是因为这些而开始喜欢，也开始慢慢的跟得上了 ...

加油～

明天也要送朋友回他家了,


今天也没什么心情去上课
爱你却伤害了你

Right Here Waiting

你说你怕终有一天我会嫌你闷，
我想你知道，都已经那么多年了，假如我会嫌你闷早已嫌弃你了
而且我嫌的不是你而是时间，为何？
因为我不知道我人生中将会有多少个一年，我嫌不够时间的去爱你


你知道吗？相反的我也一样，其实我也怕你会嫌弃我这老江





我只愿你永远都会在我身边，
人就是那么自私了，对吧？

是好还是坏呢？

我曾经对你说过不再问，
可是今天我依然的不知为何要开口,
唉～
而现在，我也决定了在也不问直到某一天吧
不知这决定是好还是坏呢...
希望我真的做到吧

你依然是我心里的宝

想念

真的好想念她，
前天本来有机会可以见到她，却因为某原应迟到了...
唉，好埋怨自己为何不早点呢...
虽然我知道还有机会，可是我真的不知这将会是几时,
那种感觉真的好像嫦娥跟牛郎, 一年只能见那么一次面...
也许这样才会懂得去珍惜那段时间吧，对吗？

有多羡慕那些天天都能见到他们所心爱的人下得～

Thanks & Sorry

I wants to thanks to him , that's Ananais ...
Thanks to him that came along to guide me for the Mathematics.
Since after SPM , its been a long day we never sit in the same room and discuss any subjects before ... until today I had invited him to came along guide me on the Mathematics , before that i was a dumb ! why ? I never enjoy/appreciate it .. and now its hard to meet each other , everyone's schedule aren't same now ..
By the way , Thanks to him :')



And the one who i wants to say sorry to , that's her ... ( The only her )
When I heard your ill sound , my brain is totally empty ...
There's nothing to replace how is my feel , sigh ~
I guess if i keeping on like this , you'll really become auntie soon ...
Once again , Sorry ~



Miss You ~
Hungry >_<

没想到...

好开心啊，真的很开心 ！！
我说了你们一定很开心，也会替我高兴的...
我真的真的真的没想到，这一天的来领...
你知道吗，我等她那么多年...
今天她终于接受我了 ！！
哈哈哈哈哈，好开心啊.....
就算我再怎样穷，我也会给你幸福...
亲爱的，我爱你 <3










喂，还没写完的叻..
愚人节快乐 !! ^_^
有被骗到吗？嘻嘻

说真的，其实我真的很期待这一天的来领...
假如她真的接受我了，我真的不知我会流泪还是开心...
而现在只能等待这一天的来领吧...

嗯，是时候回到我的梦里了...
晚安~

傻了

今天发的梦好幸福哦，
多想永远都能在那梦里，嘻嘻
关于什么，我也不多说啦 =p


最近都觉得自己开朗了很多，有够夸张的
今天补习的时候，还在那里咪咪笑..
老师还问我，Wei Jiang ... kenapa ketawa ni?
哈哈哈,有够鱼的 ....
也许是你带给我快乐和幸福
谢谢你噢 ～

今天也是你的农历生日
生日快乐^^


说下说下这星期好像要去扫墓了,
唉，假如可以选择...我选择不去咯
去到哪里，又要给人批评，看不起...
从头到尾都没什么想见到他们，除了新年，应为有红包拿嘛...嘻嘻

Jam Jam Jam

Today is the first class on BM , i have to rush to SS2 for the class ...
Duh , traffic jam jam jam ~
Driving alone summore , damm boring ...
Once i enter the class , everyone stares on me .. i really don't know why and i really can't follow wth is teacher teaching about , sigh ~ I really hate BM lar wei ....
What bukit kepong , terakhir bla bla bla ...
After the class back home , during that ... it was raining heavily and traffic jam again ...
siao liao la ~~~ This is only the first day , i don't know what will happen to me coming on ...


By the way , it was happy to heard that you had postpone it ~

And that's all ~
Not feeling well , sigh ~

W h e r e ?

Teacher teacher teacher , where had you been ?
At grandma's house waited teacher almost 2 hours plus , the class should be start on 3 but until now the teacher haven't arrived yet , I had called up his house , his son says that he had went out by 2.30 plus , i wonder where had he been ? And one more thing , he doesn't have any mobile phone at all , it is so hard to contact him yea ...

Duh ~
Btw , it was no that boring ... chat with my grandma and use my niece's laptop :p
She's not around , shh ~

Girl , I miss you so much ~

不知道 不知道 不知道

又要从新读回以前所读的东西
当天数学老师来后，他所用的语言都是马来文
真的很不习惯，之前都是用英文，反而现在...
开始对于它有恐惧感了
现在只是数学罢了，接下来还有马来文
唉，真的好想放弃
还剩下两个月的时间罢了
而且当天考试是在我生日的那一天，算不算我的生日礼物呢

今天去报名从考，还以为只是我罢了
原来还有很多我认识的也去报名
也不知道为何会对他笑下，没想到他既然也对我笑了,蛮开心得
不知道是不是大家都开始会想了，什么也放的开了

发觉

我现在才发觉原来那的久以来，我依然没改过 ...
我说累，也许是个借口吧...
还有我的表情也许真的很令人讨厌吧，所谓的 emo
我知道要你亲口说是多么难，再怎样逼也是一样...
你也说的对，我终是爱想那些negative的东西
难怪我头发会那么光啦 ...
跟你聊了后，我还是令你失望了...
想下想下，也蛮幼稚下得...
把自己的手指按到，就好象当初学guitar的那样痛


我不担保会改好，但我会慢慢的改变自己的情绪，而且你对我的看法

Time Time Time

Time passed truly fast ...
Is the time that I really doesn't want to face it , that's saying good bye to her ...
If there are time machine , I just wants to stop for 1 min ... just 1 min ! even 1 sec , I also do ... and now I have to continue missing her secretly again ~ Wonder when could be meet her again , duh ~
Tonight is my first time to buy a bouquet of flower for a girl , couldn't explain how shy is it XD
and finally the cake had been baked successfully , however there are some judged .. But to me , nothing is much more important than I had baked a cake ! haha , thumbs up jayson !

Everything goes fine with the plan except the dinner part ...
There's no meaning to blame on whose fault la , the important is that could celebrate with her . Right?

Sigh , when i heard that you're going applying for college and is almost 1 day more ... My heart was really like up and down , think more worry more :p

Btw , tomorrow I'm going to apply for college too ... God bless me ~


And now , is the time to say Good Night ...
Last night only took 3 hours bed time yea , panda

The Successful one

Failed :(


Happy Birthday Yoke Poh !!
Love you , 我的最爱
Start to miss you in 3 , 2 , 1 ...

烦

烦 烦 烦 烦 烦 烦 烦 烦 烦 烦

烦 烦 烦 烦 烦 烦 烦 烦 烦 烦

烦 烦 烦 烦 烦 烦 烦 烦 烦 烦

真的很烦，唉～

多希望你在我身边

What I had learnt

From the year I started to study until last year form 5 2009 , what I had learn are released on the paper ...
I could swear that I had tried how hard as I could , but the result is same ...
Should I regret ? There's no point to regret now , because I know how much I pay it doesn't meant that I will get it more back .
Why human have to compare with others? included me , why ? why ? why ?
Until now I never ever think to give up on study , really ...
However the result had shown , but as a stubborn me ... I wouldn't let it go that easily !!


我真的觉得我很没用，
在学业这话题中，我根本不知要如何去跟...
也觉得帮不到你，可见他比我还会...
这证明了什么？证明了我还不够努力，也只能怪自己没用...
有些人说，我的国语蛮不错的嘛，为何会那么''好''
最对不起的也是我妈妈了，妈对不起了...让你失望了
一如以来你都在当心我的未来，可是现在是我自己拿来


现在，我真的不知该如何走下去...

Of course , congratz to my SUSU !! :)

Hell Day

How good if I have a time remote , I'll just play to those happy moment ...
And skip all those sad days , hell days is just around ...
What's hell day ? That's Result Day , I had no confidence at all ...
Sigh , but I know no matter how I hide , at the end I have to face it .

What I hope that's I could have a start in college , just that ...

与你分享

我也是个人，我也有limit的啊...
这几天我都连续忙着帮你们，我真的很累
每早就打来，真的想把我逼死才敢言是吗?
Haiz , 不是我不要，是我真的很累 ....
当我看见电话响的时候，我真的有恐惧感了

好想与你分享我现在的心情

_____

siaokiajayson.blogspot

唉

我真的希望你别为了她而再次伤害自己了，真的很不值得
听见你为了她而...当时我真的很想去骂她，但我不知道要以什么身份
去年发生意外的时候，我真的好想去阻止你妈妈，可是还是只能眼白白的看着你被骂
真的好希望能够保护你，



I was doubt that why you still wants to go find him?


But what i can do that's just stand beside , there's no way to stop her contact anyone :)
Right ?


Her birthday is coming soon plus result day ...



I miss you , by Jayson

Good Bye

Yea , Once again saying Good Bye to my friend ...

I just met him for few days due he went back to his hometown for CNY , and now he was back to his hometown again for ready up his thing , what for ? He's going for taiwan study , before this he did said that he's going Penang but the conclusion he made was oversea ...

Just a few hours ago , we went to pick up his girlfriend ( On the way to his girlfriend's house , Damm !! I was nearly heart attack , haha !! ) Due to the time was so rush , so after our dinner ... gotta stay on a heart attack mode again . ( Thanks for his bro dinner )

Few minutes later , yea .. the sad moment
The bus arrived and is the time to say Good Bye ,
However the day we knew each other was not that long , he's just like a friend that i had knew since a long day ago ...
Thanks to him so much , I'll wait for you back ...


I had short lots of it , too lazy :p
My heart was nearly pops out during the way to go




Happy Birthday , siew ying :)

Upcoming

What's Coming Next !?

Yea , It's Chinese New Year ( Huat ah ~!! ) and of course Happy Valentine Day ( to all the couples might happy excepted me )

Last Sunday , my friends and I went TimeSquare to purchase our new year shirts . Its been a long day I never shops that long , can you imagine how tired is it? Unfortunately , I just bought one T-shirts , of course its not enough for me and I'll be going for shopping again these few days ! There were some accidents occur , one of my friend was fainted due to his leg over pain i guess , everyone who passed by just stare on us . Because he just look like taking drugs :p At last he was awake and everything goes fine ...

Adds On , I had a hair cut . No more mushroom hair :(

In earlier we do plan to buy the same Superman T-shirts for all of us and we were searching it for the whole day until the shops started to close . In a sudden , my brain reminds me something that's use to ask because there are not much time left . Are you asking me why I will remind that? Before that , I was searching a snoopy necklace for her and that I asked all the shops . at last I found it . And this time it was the same , we do found but there are limited size . So we just leave it there and back to our way .... Haha , my buddy who reading this keep fit la , yor ~
Actually , been a years ago I did wish she'll be the one who shopping with I :p


So , are you ready for the valentine ? I had seen many couples were prepare-ing for that but I guess it will be so rush coz that night was on CNY .

P/S : Until now , I will still thinking of how to celebrate with her and her birthday . Haha , how stupid am I :p

Once again , Good Night . Muackz ~
Shopping Shopping Shopping !!!

Gathering 10

First of all had to apologize to everyone , if it was boring .

Last Night , we had a primary school gathering at Desa Park City . Before this , it was so hard to contact all , some of them will take some excuse to reject and some parents not allowed but at least there are almost 16 people attended unfortunately there are only two girls . Some of them bring over their friends ( not really that much )

At first , we planned the time around 7 p.m gotta arrive there but your friend I was late ! due some reason :p haha , so sorry to them . Of course I'm not the latest who arrive lah , phew ~ Few hours later , everyone arrived ... And i was so so so happy to see them back , mostly the one who I so wish to see ( actually not only one la ) Then , me and some of them went to pick up two boy boy who lost their way , after that we went to the what what restaurant ( Forgotten the name , i called it as Purple shop ) At the first we booked around 13 people but we had 16 people so what to do ? Is sandwich time , haha . I guess they might blame on me :p
Some of them changes alot and even some its hard to communicate with them ( to me ) maybe the way they talk ... Guess how much does the dinner cost? I mean total ...

Here's the answer : RM377.75

So on , we took some pictures . I never expected that less loh due some of them went back :(
Half of them went back home and some of us went for second round at Old town , Guess who the one that go for One Way road , haha that's me again ... adds on my friend was following my car , does he knew that it was one way ? haha
During the time , lets share with you the funny part . One of my friend ( Rong Hui ) he snatch the menu to order , so we just list out the number ... and my friend ( hua jie ) he was just saying out 520 on the menu list ( because of it same sounds of 我爱你）Who knows ... Rong hui order it ! At first , we doesn't know ... Later on , the waitress put on a pair of chopsticks ... We were wondering why he put for us , finally a bow of mee came to us ! Goshh , the 520 on list was a bowl of mee ! LOL !! What to do ? Hua jie forced to finish it , yum gong ~ And Rong hui him ordered a set of eggs , who knows the waitress took 2 set over ... We kept laughing on him and he was so bek cek coz he just ordered one set only , haha
I guess it's not funny to read here , but it was really funny if you're there .... LOLL ~~~~ Tell you I even LOL when i closed up my eyes ready to sleep yea :p

And then , the time we says good bye to each other ~
I hope that there's more time to ask them out , haha ... Funny him :p
Sigh , that night i drank too much ... Now my pitty tummy not feeling well , early morning wakes up vomit ...



That's all , Miss ya all ~
10 10 10

为何?

唉，我真的不知为何依然那么在意
毕竟是真是假，为何还要去在乎?
你知道吗，当他那样告诉我, 我心真的....
算了吧 , 唉 ~
说下说下都已经过了53 天了, 时间真的过得好快
可是固执的我依然放不下，是不是看衰我叻...
我就是被你看衰了，也许是放真情了吧 ....
老江我就是那么stubborn了 =p
If you asked me why that i loved her so much ,
I could just answer you there's no reason loving her.
对我来说不知是好还是坏

其实今天也蛮开心下，
爸爸问了我要不要买 laptop 给我 ,
可是我姑姑却说要用credit card的point来换一架给我了,
其实在去年她已经说假如我成绩好，就买给我了...
可是我没想到她是要用credit card的分来换取的,
也好啦，别挑三挑四
有的时候就得珍惜，对吧?
但还是得等到我开始进入Cold Ledge的生活咯 ( said by niece )
请保佑我哟

Feelings are a part of how we grow
Nowadays the dreams are weird , hope tonight will have a sweet dreams ,
Good Night ( '',)

A Perfect Dinner

A Dinner that DIY by us ,
Due to one my friend he's going to Johor for work , well however it just a few weeks to go , but for me its a long time. Why ? Because atm just left me and my buddy Su ... At first we was plan to go Desa park for our dinner but lastly we plan to DIY :)
This is the second time , the first time i ever cook in my life was last year with a bunch of friends ( spaghetti )
So , about evening we went supermarkets and clean up our kitchen :)


Began to cook










So how man ! * sweating *














Taste Good :)














Serious !



And Finally











Ta da ~










Ho Jiak !


Its happy to know them and feel glad too :)

心

再说也没意思了

不知道为何，明知没可能...可是依然还会去想

It's been a while i never out going with her , I guess that's the last day

不知道为何当听到你说你快要进college了，心中是觉得怪怪...唉，为何我还那么在意呢

默默的在想你

唉，为何你还要为了她而哭?

I knew it will be take a long time again , but I do will wait for you

无法忘记你的笑

I never stop thinking of you

A New Year 2010

Its a new year again , some of them says that a new year a new hope and this year I started worrying about it , before that I'll says ( yea , a new year a new hope ) but now ...Of course i do hope that there will be coming new hope and a great year

I had celebrate a new year with a bunch of buddies , it was really awesome ! We shouted / wished everyone happy new year that we passed by ... And the main thing was our friend Noel , he's really ... ( Hmm , mou dak deng lah ) He almost spent RM500 for the fireworks , before that he bought this fireworks for some reason but lastly he shared with us , thanks :)

We have to admit that time passes so fast until you never expected , last few weeks ago , we accompany our buddy Nigel for bodyCheck , we had totally ran 3 places for that , why ? Malaysia Boleh ! and now he's right there and of course ananais him , i meant National Service ... The day they were going , a few friends and I went to give them a massive hug , jk jk ... On that day all of us i mean the boys were so tired/sleepy , why ? We just took 2-3 hours bedtime ... Who we can blame on , that's ourselves , after one of my friends party ended , we hang out along ... And one thing shouldn't take the beer anymore , there are few red dots on my feet >_<
Without them , life was quite boring ... Right, guys ? :p

No more school life , no more hanging at schools like balls ... Miss ya all



Everyone wants happiness , no one needs pain, but its not possible to get a rainbow without a little rain