What I had learnt

From the year I started to study until last year form 5 2009 , what I had learn are released on the paper ...
I could swear that I had tried how hard as I could , but the result is same ...
Should I regret ? There's no point to regret now , because I know how much I pay it doesn't meant that I will get it more back .
Why human have to compare with others? included me , why ? why ? why ?
Until now I never ever think to give up on study , really ...
However the result had shown , but as a stubborn me ... I wouldn't let it go that easily !!


我真的觉得我很没用，
在学业这话题中，我根本不知要如何去跟...
也觉得帮不到你，可见他比我还会...
这证明了什么？证明了我还不够努力，也只能怪自己没用...
有些人说，我的国语蛮不错的嘛，为何会那么''好''
最对不起的也是我妈妈了，妈对不起了...让你失望了
一如以来你都在当心我的未来，可是现在是我自己拿来


现在，我真的不知该如何走下去...

Of course , congratz to my SUSU !! :)