傻了

今天发的梦好幸福哦,
多想永远都能在那梦里,嘻嘻
关于什么,我也不多说啦 =p


最近都觉得自己开朗了很多,有够夸张的
今天补习的时候,还在那里咪咪笑..
老师还问我,Wei Jiang ... kenapa ketawa ni?
哈哈哈,有够鱼的 ....
也许是你带给我快乐和幸福
谢谢你噢 ~

今天也是你的农历生日
生日快乐^^


说下说下这星期好像要去扫墓了,
唉,假如可以选择...我选择不去咯
去到哪里,又要给人批评,看不起...
从头到尾都没什么想见到他们,除了新年,应为有红包拿嘛...嘻嘻

Jam Jam Jam

Today is the first class on BM , i have to rush to SS2 for the class ...
Duh , traffic jam jam jam ~
Driving alone summore , damm boring ...
Once i enter the class , everyone stares on me .. i really don't know why and i really can't follow wth is teacher teaching about , sigh ~ I really hate BM lar wei ....
What bukit kepong , terakhir bla bla bla ...
After the class back home , during that ... it was raining heavily and traffic jam again ...
siao liao la ~~~ This is only the first day , i don't know what will happen to me coming on ...


By the way , it was happy to heard that you had postpone it ~

And that's all ~
Not feeling well , sigh ~

W h e r e ?

Teacher teacher teacher , where had you been ?
At grandma's house waited teacher almost 2 hours plus , the class should be start on 3 but until now the teacher haven't arrived yet , I had called up his house , his son says that he had went out by 2.30 plus , i wonder where had he been ? And one more thing , he doesn't have any mobile phone at all , it is so hard to contact him yea ...

Duh ~
Btw , it was no that boring ... chat with my grandma and use my niece's laptop :p
She's not around , shh ~

Girl , I miss you so much ~

不知道 不知道 不知道

又要从新读回以前所读的东西
当天数学老师来后,他所用的语言都是马来文
真的很不习惯,之前都是用英文,反而现在...
开始对于它有恐惧感了
现在只是数学罢了,接下来还有马来文
唉,真的好想放弃
还剩下两个月的时间罢了
而且当天考试是在我生日的那一天,算不算我的生日礼物呢

今天去报名从考,还以为只是我罢了
原来还有很多我认识的也去报名
也不知道为何会对他笑下,没想到他既然也对我笑了,蛮开心得
不知道是不是大家都开始会想了,什么也放的开了

发觉

我现在才发觉原来那的久以来,我依然没改过 ...
我说累,也许是个借口吧...
还有我的表情也许真的很令人讨厌吧,所谓的 emo
我知道要你亲口说是多么难,再怎样逼也是一样...
你也说的对,我终是爱想那些negative的东西
难怪我头发会那么光啦 ...
跟你聊了后,我还是令你失望了...
想下想下,也蛮幼稚下得...
把自己的手指按到,就好象当初学guitar的那样痛


我不担保会改好,但我会慢慢的改变自己的情绪,而且你对我的看法

Time Time Time

Time passed truly fast ...
Is the time that I really doesn't want to face it , that's saying good bye to her ...
If there are time machine , I just wants to stop for 1 min ... just 1 min ! even 1 sec , I also do ... and now I have to continue missing her secretly again ~ Wonder when could be meet her again , duh ~
Tonight is my first time to buy a bouquet of flower for a girl , couldn't explain how shy is it XD
and finally the cake had been baked successfully , however there are some judged .. But to me , nothing is much more important than I had baked a cake ! haha , thumbs up jayson !

Everything goes fine with the plan except the dinner part ...
There's no meaning to blame on whose fault la , the important is that could celebrate with her . Right?

Sigh , when i heard that you're going applying for college and is almost 1 day more ... My heart was really like up and down , think more worry more :p

Btw , tomorrow I'm going to apply for college too ... God bless me ~


And now , is the time to say Good Night ...
Last night only took 3 hours bed time yea , panda










The Successful one











Failed :(


Happy Birthday Yoke Poh !!
Love you , 我的最爱
Start to miss you in 3 , 2 , 1 ...

烦 烦 烦 烦 烦 烦 烦 烦 烦 烦

烦 烦 烦 烦 烦 烦 烦 烦 烦 烦

烦 烦 烦 烦 烦 烦 烦 烦 烦 烦

真的很烦,唉~

多希望你在我身边

What I had learnt

From the year I started to study until last year form 5 2009 , what I had learn are released on the paper ...
I could swear that I had tried how hard as I could , but the result is same ...
Should I regret ? There's no point to regret now , because I know how much I pay it doesn't meant that I will get it more back .
Why human have to compare with others? included me , why ? why ? why ?
Until now I never ever think to give up on study , really ...
However the result had shown , but as a stubborn me ... I wouldn't let it go that easily !!


我真的觉得我很没用,
在学业这话题中,我根本不知要如何去跟...
也觉得帮不到你,可见他比我还会...
这证明了什么?证明了我还不够努力,也只能怪自己没用...
有些人说,我的国语蛮不错的嘛,为何会那么''好''
最对不起的也是我妈妈了,妈对不起了...让你失望了
一如以来你都在当心我的未来,可是现在是我自己拿来


现在,我真的不知该如何走下去...

Of course , congratz to my SUSU !! :)

Hell Day

How good if I have a time remote , I'll just play to those happy moment ...
And skip all those sad days , hell days is just around ...
What's hell day ? That's Result Day , I had no confidence at all ...
Sigh , but I know no matter how I hide , at the end I have to face it .

What I hope that's I could have a start in college , just that ...

与你分享

我也是个人,我也有limit的啊...
这几天我都连续忙着帮你们,我真的很累
每早就打来,真的想把我逼死才敢言是吗?
Haiz , 不是我不要,是我真的很累 ....
当我看见电话响的时候,我真的有恐惧感了

好想与你分享我现在的心情